Nov 08, 2011 8:58 AM GMT
Well I finally faced myself, It was a long time coming, but I finally faced myself. I am gay. I can accept it. I can be it. In fact theres nothing else that I can or want to be. For the 1st time since I can remember I feel completely honest. I have never felt more comfortable in my own skin. I have just ended a 9 year marriage. I love my wife dearly. I love her enough to respect that she should be with someone who wants her 100%. Someone who is sexually attracted to her, and doesnt have to get ridiculously drunk to get things done in the bedroom. It wasnt always this way, but became progressively more so as I started to explore who I am. We are the best of friends, and luckily are not scrapping that friendship. She understands that this is not a "choice", but a matter of self identity, and for that I am grateful. I have a few friends that have been nothing but supportive, and amazing during all of this; some damn good friends, and I look forward to my new life.....my new chapter.