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  • mizu5

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    Nov 09, 2011 10:02 AM GMT
    ahah had my breakdown. Mum flew the thousands of kilometres. Time to face the music.

    A few of you have told me over the past few months I need to see someone. I think it's time. I can't do this anymore. I'm not okay anymore. But I will be eh? I mean here's hoping ahaha.

    Too bad I had to flip my life upsidedown, just another failure I guess. Fucked up school for now.
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    Nov 09, 2011 12:48 PM GMT
    Good luck and I think you'll make strides if you decide you ARE going to be OK. Attitude can change alot.
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    Nov 09, 2011 12:54 PM GMT
    you can do anythng.........it feels great once you decide to work on yourself and start gettin ur shit together.
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    Nov 09, 2011 1:37 PM GMT
    All the best to you. I could tell from your comments how you were helping some of those people in Vancouver even if you did not agree with them, that you are a good person. Time now to look after #1.
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    Nov 09, 2011 1:50 PM GMT
    Learn to breathe.

    You're a beautiful human being. Don't be ashamed of anything.

    All the best to you and those close to you.

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    Nov 09, 2011 1:58 PM GMT
    This happened to me before... Good luck! I've had to leave school for a year to get things back to normal.. but its possible to get back out of this icon_smile.gif
  • HndsmKansan

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    Nov 09, 2011 2:08 PM GMT
    Sorry to hear about the difficulties....but you are talented and have much to offer this world. Take the time to get better and focus on school when you are ready. Just remember, we all need time occasionally.
    No doubt you will be successful in the future!

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  • fitdude62

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    Nov 09, 2011 2:14 PM GMT
    You'll be fine, young man.

    Taking time to think and redirect things is a good thing.

    You are a beautiful and powerful soul. Believe in yourself and all will be better.

    Peace, David
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    Nov 09, 2011 2:28 PM GMT


    " I'm not okay anymore. But I will be eh?"


    I think so!

    *gives Mizu a huge hug*

    -Doug
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    Nov 09, 2011 4:36 PM GMT
    I came across this thru random clicking. I just thought I'd tell you that I went through a rough time when I first started at a university. I wasn't motivated, and didn't know what I wanted to accomplish while I was there. I was severely depressed.

    After I finally dropped out, I went back home for a year and just worked. I then got my own place and kept working at the same job for another year. I then approached school again with a different mindset and motivation. I went to a community college and retook the classes I had tried to take at the university and completed them. I found a school I liked (in Wyoming...who knew...) and moved one more time and am in school again.

    I just wanted to let you know that everyone goes through a rough time in their life. Just take a breather for a couple of years and decide what you really want out of life before you plunge into school again. You can redo it. If it makes you feel better, I had a 0.4 GPA when I left my first university - I have a 3.3 now (it's not a 4.0, I know but I think it's a huge accomplishment for me).

    You can do it icon_smile.gif just breathe.
  • XiongWei

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    Nov 09, 2011 5:02 PM GMT
    Ere, mate, sorry to here that, that sucks that you're going through that. I've been there before, and am kinda in the same sorta place right now. If you need someone to talk to give us a shout.
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    Nov 09, 2011 5:10 PM GMT
    Take care of yourself and if by doing that, you're going to reach out for some help, that's a great start. You're pretty young, and you will want to keep this thought in the forefront of your mind: This period will pass, and you'll get through this tough time. You will have countless blue skies and sunny days / years ahead of you. Keep focused on positive thoughts.

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    Nov 09, 2011 5:22 PM GMT
    Hey man, keep your chin up. I'm a huge fan of this Vince Lombardi quote: "It's not whether you get knocked down; it's whether you get back up." You can do it.
  • mizu5

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    Nov 09, 2011 7:09 PM GMT
    Thank you all. It means a lot to me to hear this, because I don't really have people to talk to anymore in person.

    In an hour I'm to see my mother who flew across the country, and I'm going to go talk to some people. I can't keep going like this.
  • mizu5

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    Nov 09, 2011 7:12 PM GMT
    sometimes I listen to this,


    with this on silent



    and I feel better. Because there is a million things I want to see.
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    Nov 09, 2011 7:14 PM GMT
    "This too shall pass"

    And when it passes you will find yourself in a better place in your life, with different perspectives, and different attitudes about everything going on around you. Everyone goes through hard, rough times, where they think they will not get through it, and I applaud you for putting down your pride and reaching out to your mother and those who can help.

    Best of luck with everything. I wish you the very very best.

  • CAtoFL

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    Nov 09, 2011 7:19 PM GMT
    Don't be overwhelmed. Work on yourself first. Then school and other things later on.

    Here's hoping you find yourself to be more resilient than expected. Do the best you can. Work through the rough spots. Seek support where you can find it.

    I think it's safe to say that we're all rooting for you.
  • mizu5

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    Nov 09, 2011 7:26 PM GMT
    Hopefully after I fix some things I can have support like this from people who are close to me. Geographically and relationship wise ahah.
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    Nov 09, 2011 7:30 PM GMT
    Believe it or not - you are exactly where you need to be. The path that life takes is rarely predictable and doesn't always look the way we want it to but it DOES always lead somewhere great.

    You have more resources available than you may know. Hang in there - you have a HUUUUUUGE future ahead of you!!!!

    xoxooxoxoxoxox
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    Nov 09, 2011 7:36 PM GMT
    I kinda know that feel bro.

    I'm also currently in the process of implementing solutions to this too. Kudos for sharing your experience on here.

    At least you can now counter the problem; this current low phase will be the catalyst to you getting help to put the methods/tools in place to prevent a repeat of your current health-state.

    Keep us updated fella.

    All the best! x
  • mizu5

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    Nov 09, 2011 7:47 PM GMT
    I'm off now. It might be awhile. Thank you all.

    I just hope they can fix the broke parts. Theres a lot.
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    Nov 09, 2011 8:04 PM GMT
    huge hugs to ya man -

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    and don't you worry, you'll come out of this stronger than ever.
  • mizu5

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    Nov 12, 2011 6:49 AM GMT
    just gonna use this asa mnijournal i guess

    met my therapist today, she's amazing! completey alternative stuff, no pills. I love i.
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    Nov 12, 2011 6:57 AM GMT
    I don't know you well but you seem pretty cool. Hugs and best wishes.
  • wellwell

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    Nov 12, 2011 7:30 AM GMT
    An abrupt detour can be tough. Good Luck Man; I went through it too.