Nov 12, 2011 2:20 PM GMT
Hey guys, maybe I'm over-reacting, but I've had something weird happen the last two weeks or so. In the past I'd look at even the most "hot" naked women and be left cold, and like many gay men (I suspect) I even spent a significant part of my life trying to force myself or condition myself to be turned on by women. No dice. Now I'm out to everybody, all my family and friends accept me, I'm happy, going on dates, etc.
In the past two weeks, however, for the first time in my life I've gotten a boner thinking about women. It started out as curiosity, but has gotten a little more intense. I've gotten hard (rock hard) by watching straight porn (no men in any of the porn videos, one was a blonde taking a shower and then some lesbian stuff), I've masturbated to straight scenarios a couple times (the shower video, the idea of taking a good girl and making her into a slut, a hot girl in boots getting railed, etc). Over the past two weeks I've had practically zero visual stimulation from men, and in fact I've caught myself checking out girls on the street instead. A couple days ago a female co-worker walked by my window in a short skirt and boots and I was so mesmerized by watching her that I literally stopped talking in a conversation on the phone...it was like a bad romantic comedy complete with a "Hello?" on the other line.
I still think I'm gay, but this is really confusing me. Have any of you ever had a phase where women made you horny? Why is this happening now at 24?
In the past two weeks, however, for the first time in my life I've gotten a boner thinking about women. It started out as curiosity, but has gotten a little more intense. I've gotten hard (rock hard) by watching straight porn (no men in any of the porn videos, one was a blonde taking a shower and then some lesbian stuff), I've masturbated to straight scenarios a couple times (the shower video, the idea of taking a good girl and making her into a slut, a hot girl in boots getting railed, etc). Over the past two weeks I've had practically zero visual stimulation from men, and in fact I've caught myself checking out girls on the street instead. A couple days ago a female co-worker walked by my window in a short skirt and boots and I was so mesmerized by watching her that I literally stopped talking in a conversation on the phone...it was like a bad romantic comedy complete with a "Hello?" on the other line.
I still think I'm gay, but this is really confusing me. Have any of you ever had a phase where women made you horny? Why is this happening now at 24?
