Nov 19, 2011 10:15 PM GMT
My best friend, who is also my roommate and co-worker, has been seeing this guy for about 3 weeks, maybe a month. Yesterday this guy emailed me on facebook and asked if we could hang out, he had something he needed to talk to me about. So we went out for coffee, and he tells me that he doesn't feel he has chemistry with my friend, but he feels chemistry with me. I won't lie i was excited to know that he was interested in me, but at the same time i knew i could never break my friend's heart by pursuing this guy. So we decided that we would sit down with my friend and talk about it. This morning i woke up feeling so much guilt that i threw up. So i told my friend what was going on, and he said "I knew something was off yesterday, I could feel it." I told him how sorry I am and that i love him more than anything in the world, and that i'd rather be single for the rest of my life and be hist friend rather than losing him over a guy. And then he left and went to work without me. I got ready, went to work, and barely made it through the first hour of work before I ran to the bathroom to throw up again.
I feel so guilty in this situation, I know that my friend and this guy have a lot in common; but what is opposite about them is what i have in common with this guy, and whats opposite about me and my friend is what they have in common. Its turned into a whole clusterfuck of emotions and broken hearts, and i just don't know what the next step is. help!
I feel so guilty in this situation, I know that my friend and this guy have a lot in common; but what is opposite about them is what i have in common with this guy, and whats opposite about me and my friend is what they have in common. Its turned into a whole clusterfuck of emotions and broken hearts, and i just don't know what the next step is. help!