Dec 01, 2011 10:19 PM GMT
I was in a relationship of 4 1/2 years. My partner moved 3 years ago from Hollywood to my place here in Berlin, Germany and worked as an english teacher for adults.
Unfortunately he past away from a sudden cardiac death this April. I'm still in grief about my loss, my life is "on pause". Never ever have I thought before, that an emotion like grief can be so intense (in a negative way).
8 months have passed, but I'm still not able to get back to my old life, the pain is still strong and it sucks all my energy. More and more.
I opened this personal topic, because I want to hear from others how they dealt with the pain and grief when they lost a beloved one.
And sorry for my bad english.
Huessein
Unfortunately he past away from a sudden cardiac death this April. I'm still in grief about my loss, my life is "on pause". Never ever have I thought before, that an emotion like grief can be so intense (in a negative way).
8 months have passed, but I'm still not able to get back to my old life, the pain is still strong and it sucks all my energy. More and more.
I opened this personal topic, because I want to hear from others how they dealt with the pain and grief when they lost a beloved one.
And sorry for my bad english.
Huessein