Dec 12, 2011 4:26 AM GMT
Hey guys, thanks for viewing my post, I'm just very confused right now, hope I can get help from you guys. I'm 19 years old, shy when it comes to dating or talking to boys and been out since my freshman year of high school and now go to Texas A&M University, and lived in a pretty conservative town and really never had a legit boyfriend in my life. When I was at high school, people are not very cool with me being out and didn't really have guy friends, and the it just seemed that the possibility with finding a bf in my high was just like 0%. So I studied and concentrated more on academic and just hang out with my own friends from different organizations I was involved in, like student council,NHS and other good friends. And now I'm in college and thought there would be more guys out there and the people are much more open and accepting homosexuality and I could finally find the right person, but it just turned out that I'm still single and it wasn't like I didn't try to find a bf, I messaged people through Grindre, and some other network but the feedback were either hookups or none-response, so I'm just confused that is it bc of my appearance that made them not want to talk to me or its my ethnicity that made them not want to date me or talk to me.....or maybe its just still too conservative and people only date white in Texas A&M or there is something wrong with me?......overall I'm a very nice and considerate person and it kind of hurts my feeling from what the guys i tried to talked to did.