Dec 27, 2011 6:13 PM GMT
when im by myself, it's freaking awesome! i love it, i love being a bottom...but when it comes to hooking up, i am soooo tense that it feels like im getting raped. I tried everything...poppers, alcohol, medicine...it's just too painful. And it's not cuz im tight bc when im by myself i can practically shove my fist up there. I just get so nervous and my stomach starts acting funny and it feels like i have to crap. No matter how slow they (whoever im doing) takes it its just too painful, but when im by myself its the best feeling in the world. what should i do?