Jan 09, 2012 8:36 PM GMT
i was with my partner for 10 months. everything in the relationship was almost perfect. i was satisfied sexually, emotionally, mentally and loved being around him. He loved me, I loved him. We always talked about the future and honestly, I feel like he is my soul mate and vice versa. Around month 5, i cheated on him and did not tell him. I ended up cheating 4 more times. The other day, he went through my phone and found some emails and i had to tell him. I told him the whole truth. He is devistated right now and feels like there is nothing left in him and he is a different person forever. He has gone back and forth about whether to work this out or not. I am going to start counseling soon so i can get to the root of this. I was wondering if anyone else on here has done the same thing i have done and had to figure out why? Also, if you've been cheated on, what happened? I want him to give me another chance and i am going to do anything in my power to get to the root of this and figure out why i ruined the one chance of happiness i had.