Jan 16, 2012 7:49 AM GMT
You guys have seen a million of these on here, but here is mine :
I am just 20 years old at this point in my life, and have always been scared of who I was. Finally realizing that I will never truly be able to love myself if I can not even be honest about who I am I decided to tell my best friend that I am gay.
I knew he was with his girlfriend at the time, so I decided to text him, and within 6 total text messages (I had a lot to say) I told him. I have never felt so scared in my life, and that is the honest to god truth, as he is one of the most important people in my life.
I turned my phone after this because I wanted to go do something to take my mind off of it, so I went out with another friend. Upon turning my phone back on (expecting the worst because we come from a small ultra-conservative suburb of San Diego) I had a message from him explaining that he wished he could talk to me because thats the way he wanted to do it, but since my phone was off he texted me saying that it changed nothing between us, we were still best friends, and he would love me and be by my side no matter what (camera cuts to me crying in a booth at the Olive Garden), and that he wanted to talk as soon as I was available.
I haven't talked to him yet as it is early in the morning where he is now, but I have never felt more free and liberated in my life, and I am finally ready to start my life, and start in as a person who loves everything he is.
Now to just get some pics of me in nothing but underwear (or a pic at all) and maybe a few extra trips to the gym to get extra ripped and I will be an authentic RJ'er, yeah? In the end, I have never been happier, and I can only wish the same for others.
I am just 20 years old at this point in my life, and have always been scared of who I was. Finally realizing that I will never truly be able to love myself if I can not even be honest about who I am I decided to tell my best friend that I am gay.
I knew he was with his girlfriend at the time, so I decided to text him, and within 6 total text messages (I had a lot to say) I told him. I have never felt so scared in my life, and that is the honest to god truth, as he is one of the most important people in my life.
I turned my phone after this because I wanted to go do something to take my mind off of it, so I went out with another friend. Upon turning my phone back on (expecting the worst because we come from a small ultra-conservative suburb of San Diego) I had a message from him explaining that he wished he could talk to me because thats the way he wanted to do it, but since my phone was off he texted me saying that it changed nothing between us, we were still best friends, and he would love me and be by my side no matter what (camera cuts to me crying in a booth at the Olive Garden), and that he wanted to talk as soon as I was available.
I haven't talked to him yet as it is early in the morning where he is now, but I have never felt more free and liberated in my life, and I am finally ready to start my life, and start in as a person who loves everything he is.
Now to just get some pics of me in nothing but underwear (or a pic at all) and maybe a few extra trips to the gym to get extra ripped and I will be an authentic RJ'er, yeah? In the end, I have never been happier, and I can only wish the same for others.