One of those evenings...

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    Jan 22, 2012 12:59 AM GMT
    We went to the movies as a group of friends and one of them I have a latent crush on. He was leaning forwards while watching the movie and he was sitting next to me and I just had the urge to rub his back. I could barely contain myself... thank God I did contain myself. So now I am all melancholic again, and I don t know why. I know that I am just in love with the idea of having him as my bf. It would never ever work in reality even if it was mutual. It would be nice to shut down emotions sometimes, that annoying self pity ache that you get afterwards is dreadful.
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    Jan 22, 2012 1:02 AM GMT
    Sometimes we can't help but royally screw ourselves.
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    Jan 22, 2012 1:10 AM GMT
    ricky1987 saidSometimes we can't help but royally screw ourselves.


    I agree!
  • SexiNBrown

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    Jan 22, 2012 2:58 AM GMT
    YEAH!!... That feeling sucks! icon_sad.gif
  • LJay

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    Jan 22, 2012 3:08 AM GMT
    'Latent' crush? I don't think so. This one is real from your description of the event and your feelings about it.
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    Jan 22, 2012 5:39 AM GMT
    Monir said, " ..thank God I did contain myself. So now I am all melancholic again, and I don t know why."

    I do.

    *HUGE hug*

    -Doug
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    Jan 22, 2012 5:42 AM GMT


    "It would be nice to shut down emotions sometimes, that annoying self pity ache that you get afterwards is dreadful."

    I went through that many many times. Eventually I decided it was part of me trying to tell me what I needed in a relationship and in a man. Some part of me knew and was expressing pity for the part that didn't lol.

    -Doug