Jan 22, 2012 12:59 AM GMT
We went to the movies as a group of friends and one of them I have a latent crush on. He was leaning forwards while watching the movie and he was sitting next to me and I just had the urge to rub his back. I could barely contain myself... thank God I did contain myself. So now I am all melancholic again, and I don t know why. I know that I am just in love with the idea of having him as my bf. It would never ever work in reality even if it was mutual. It would be nice to shut down emotions sometimes, that annoying self pity ache that you get afterwards is dreadful.