Feb 24, 2012 3:19 AM GMT
I'm a very private person by nature and I can't change that. I don't like to have people in my life if I don't want them and it seems that there are new people being added to my life without my permission. My mom is dating and I feel uncomfortable with him being upstairs (where my room is) while we are downstairs. I don't know this guy at all. I truly don't even care to know him because I don't have the energy. I do not trust people unless they are family and I've known them for a long time. I'm not a paranoid person but in my house I do not feel like I should have to just blindly trust people. I have a lot of anxiety when he's here because in my mind I have a stranger roaming around my house. I kind of feel like someone would if they had a maintenance guy in their house out of sight. Forgive me if I sound dramatic.