Feb 28, 2012 12:01 AM GMT
Hello all I'm new to this website. Basically I've been on and off again with the same guy for the past 6 years. I've had many good and bad times with this man. When I met him it was love at first sight. Then I found out that he did drugs. That should've been a huge red flag right then and there, but it wasn't. I keep hoping and praying that he'll change cause' I know he loves me and I love him. I just don't like his drug habit. So I broke it off with him, not because he was a cheater or a dick but because I feel emotionally second to his drug habit. I want to be with someone healthy and I want someone's full attention. I feel selfish and guilty for wanting better for myself.Should I feel this way? How do I let go and forget someone I've known for 6 years? I'm so torn I know what's good for me but my heart says stay and my mind says move on. Any suggestions anyone can tell me? Thank you.