Mar 13, 2012 11:10 PM GMT
They stare at you wherever you go.Women Flirt and compliment you.Men ask for "your secret" you cannot answer, they envy you in secret. A wise man said to never envy your brother for you know not what heavy crosses they bear.Certain ones with glazed eyes gaze at you in secret, but they dare not say a word. Once you catch a glimpse you wonder deep down if there they are the same as you, but fear overcomes you preventing that leap.Whilst your with her, Her ego rises as the orgasm itself, she mentally cums at the thought of envy. Like the Ass, you play your part in the script of lies. You then wonder if God sees how much of a good actor you are, whilst your appointed angel mocks and reproves you at your crafted illusion. You doubt to listen and heed fearing from the teachings of fallen men that it is your demons leading you to Hell and destruction. After the scene has ended, you return to your shelter where no one sees you lonely, confused and steeped in despair. Strangely, Hope still remains to find it month after month, year after year, and decade after decade. And when sleeps cousin comes to take you, either at your fathers will or your own, you see yourself "peaceful and pale" yet unable to inhale.That sad song you had on repeat plays over and over again until it belongs to him.