blactor saidHow many guys here have dealt with a chronic loneliness despite having mates and friends, yet it permeates and at times can be so overwhelming.
If so, how have you managed to quell the waves/
Its driving me fucking nuts
maybe its becasue of the grief im feeling about my mother.. who know?
My dear british gent!!
I too have being on the same path quite a few times! but every time I come out of it I learn a lot about myself, and IT has also helped me find out more about the world as I stood back as an observer. My british gent your loneliness is as temporary as the seasons in nature. Even thou loneliness, like the seasons, sometimes can feel the same all over again, I can assure you there is a cure to those blues, and I have the gut feeling you are close to finding out what that is!?
I feel a sense of personal freedom, maturity, and a sexiness of wisdom in your persona as I strip down the essence of your lament. It feels quite liberating as I imagine in my head a typical British Isle gloomy day in your message. Your days may feel cold, cloudy, and dark but remember this; if life was filled with rays of sunshine everyday, as the companionship of another may make you feel, can you imagine how stagnant your soul will feel in time if happiness and companionship is all you inspire for to make you feel a part of something. If you look at the unsettling weather in nature and observe how all living things react to it, and stand long enough out in their elements, you will soon realize that no living thing ever feels alone, because they know that everything around them is part of themselves. So my dear british gent whenever loneliness visits you again, turn your face away from it and be glad you are in company of life as we know it!
Perhaps loneliness is what your body feels, although I bet that your soul is in good company with wisdom! if so? you ought to celebrate and be glad you are in the company of a man's best companion "WISDOM" furthermore I can assure that not many gay men are as fortunate as you in finding it in their lives.