Apr 17, 2012 4:18 PM GMT
I fucked up previously during my current relationship, and to this day I wish so bad that I could take what I have done back...but I cant. I admit, Ive cheated in past relationships but the men before were NOTHING like how I feel for whom I am with now. I know, I know, I know...there are no excuses...once a cheater ALWAYS a cheater. But this time is the last straw...i beat myself up every day wondering when my karma will turn around to bite me in the ass. I guess the question is...will I ever get his trust back? I dont want to lose him I feel like all of my effort is going towards making him trust me again...im not looking to get bashed on, we all make mistakes...is just that this time, I actually hurt for what I have done. Just looking for some remedies to assist through the process of not only him forgiving me, but me fogiving myself.