paspossible16 said[quote][cite]Cash said
Oh, wait...yer not comfortable with Gay dudes - never mind, didn't mean to skeeve ya or nothing.
didn't mean to bother ya...
It's not that... I just don't feel i fit in with gay guys. I have never been able to really make gay friends.
Do you feel like you fit in ANYwhere? With ANYbody?
YES. I have great friends, and a loving family.
I'm just not sure where being gay fits in....
if that makes sense.
It fits in the same way that being Straight does.
You go out. Go on dates. Get your heart broken. Break a few hearts of your own. Have too much to drink and fool around wih the WORST person on earth. Date someone because he is sooooooooo cute. Break up with him because you just don't "feel" it.
You go out for a night on the town with the intention of meeting the guy of your dreams and go home by 11:30 because EVERYONE is just too gross.
You meet the HOTTEST guy on the planet...in the grocery store...when you haven't shaved...and have a cold...and a zit on your nose...and dry mouth from the cold...and have the hiccups.
You commiserate with your friends. You deal with their jealousy when you have a boyfriend. You text incessantly. You dream about the future. You wonder why...
Your family accepts you.. Your friends accept you. Accept yourself.
It already got better for them.