Apr 27, 2012 4:33 AM GMT
So I live in a small town outside of a small metropolitan city (milwaukee) and gay men are far and few between, and even rarer are good gay men, semi-attractive, actually human beings lol.
This thought came about tonight because its a Thursday. This is my date night because its a relatively lax day for me, and its basically my free night out of the week to go on dates, but really, I havent been on a real date in forever.
I am the type of guy who's not really into hookups. Don't judge those who do, but for me it's not really my thing. I'm always in search of something more. I want the real deal, something worthwhile and all that jazz. fireworks and magic so to say.
But lately its been a dry spell. All the good ones are gone or don't exist in this small little sliver of the world lol. A part of me feels like I want to just go for a hookup. Late night sexcapade and adventure, something to just give me a bit of a thrill. Heck, attention from a guy would be nice.
I'm recently out from a bit of an emotional rollercoaster. Feel for my best friend but that favor went unreturned. I chose him but he didnt choose me kinda deal. So yea, days go by without a real motivation to do much lol. I just want a date and someone to come along to put a spark back in my life. But really what do I do? Gotta stay friends with my rejectee best friend, have to continue my existence in non-gay existent Wisco, and as a personal choice, don't do hookups. hahah where do I go from here?
Sorry for the rant, but feel free to share some insight or personal life complaints/successes here
This thought came about tonight because its a Thursday. This is my date night because its a relatively lax day for me, and its basically my free night out of the week to go on dates, but really, I havent been on a real date in forever.
I am the type of guy who's not really into hookups. Don't judge those who do, but for me it's not really my thing. I'm always in search of something more. I want the real deal, something worthwhile and all that jazz. fireworks and magic so to say.
But lately its been a dry spell. All the good ones are gone or don't exist in this small little sliver of the world lol. A part of me feels like I want to just go for a hookup. Late night sexcapade and adventure, something to just give me a bit of a thrill. Heck, attention from a guy would be nice.
I'm recently out from a bit of an emotional rollercoaster. Feel for my best friend but that favor went unreturned. I chose him but he didnt choose me kinda deal. So yea, days go by without a real motivation to do much lol. I just want a date and someone to come along to put a spark back in my life. But really what do I do? Gotta stay friends with my rejectee best friend, have to continue my existence in non-gay existent Wisco, and as a personal choice, don't do hookups. hahah where do I go from here?
Sorry for the rant, but feel free to share some insight or personal life complaints/successes here
