There is no purpose to life, it is just something to get through (and have some fun in the mean time ofc
) in order to reach complete freedom in death. I have goals of course that I want to reach, but they are a mere pastime. The results that I get from this are an added bonus, but not the reason I set them. So to reply to the OP, try to set some goals where you know that the process towards these goals is something you are going to enjoy a lot. If you feel your work out is getting tiring, then try to mix it up and find new ways to get the fun back in your work out. Don't think of any purpose related to them, just try to enjoy yourself. It's all about YOU and what YOU enjoy. There are of course some restrictions and rules set by society where you may want to adjust yourself to (i.e working).
Life can be a tiresome experience, if you value it to highly. Don't take it so seriously.
Whiskey88 saidI know how you feel. Im in a position where I have to remain in the closet. Permanently. Its very depressing to think about....
That sucks man. I hope you can move out of the country or ideally get accepted in your own country for who you are. Remember you're not alone in that situation and it makes me realise in what a fortunate position I am.