Jun 21, 2012 3:34 AM GMT
OK guys, I need help here. I've been servicing this GREAT Master/Sir/Dom for a while now and it's been going along great. We're both very happy with what the each is providing for the other. I am a sub/slave and all I want to do it please Him, this gives me great gratification, and I have been able to so far. Except tonight. He was playing with different hoods with me which was very hot, i was enjoying it and enjoying Him get off on it, until he put a hood on me that had no eyes. I've always had a problem with blindfolds and things like this. You can put the tightest hood on me with a gag and I'm fine, but when the sight goes I freak out. Has anyone had this experience and if so how did you get over it? I really want to get over it. I know he wants to use this hood on me sometimes and he looked very disappointed that I freaked on him (but was very understanding...I said I'd work on it so as to not disappoint him again). I don't know why I can put a tight hood on and be gagged with various things and be fine but take away the eyesight and I freak. Should I practice on my own? It's not that I don't trust Him because I do very much. How can I overcome this? Any advice, especially from anyone who has been down this road? I really don't want to let this Master down in any way, we really have something good going on. I'm even hoping he'll collar me soon. So I of course want to accommodate His needs and desires (as He does mine). HELP!!! (P.S. Due to other new activities in that same session He was very pleased with me and told me so, so that was good =) But I want to beat this thing and wear this for Him whenever He feels He wants to put it on me.