No, I do not even call it a realtionship, since I have not meet him face to face, he send me 2 pictures of him about 2.5 months ago and nothing since, despite of me asking for more pics et... I am really thinking that he is not what he says he is.
Sounds like complete fantasy to me. For this guy to say he "loves you" having never meet you F2F is rediculous. Please don't misunderstand me this doesn't mean your not worthy of love, but love shouldn't be used in such a loose context I feel.
Sounds like typical CL nonsense. Stop wasting your time, no one is that busy.
We all deserve "the real deal".
This guy has mislead you either in representation (photos) or his willingness to connect with you or anyone.
Cut him off and end this, obviously it is having an emotional affect on you.
Do something positive to replace this activity, connect with a local social group and start meeting guys F2F before engaging in intimate discussions.
Don't beat yourself up over this either, we all want to believe we live in a perfect world with genuine people who want to do right by us. His behavior isn't a reflection on you but himself.