Help me to know what my object of affection wants!

  • smoothhunk

    Posts: 12

    Jun 30, 2012 6:09 AM GMT
    Hi everyone,my name is dipankar.i am 35.when i was in the university,i felt a strong attraction for this man.he was 3 to 4 yrs older than me.a north indian wrestler and professional bodybuilder.he was about 6'3"tall and weighed 120 kilos.he was quite fair by the indian standard and had little body hair with well defined muscles.he was the friend of my friend and they both came to visit me in my hostel.initially we did nt speak much but after 6-7 years he found out i loved him.at that time he came to meet me in my rent house where i was living alone and desperate.he came alone to meet me twice in the duration of 7 years.once getting the chance i hugged and kissed him n said i loved him.i felt he was a bit shy and could not break the ice.i also kneeled down in front of him and aimed for his pelvis.he was worried and looked at the window to see if anybody was looking at us.then he calmly said"sit down dipankar."i sat down beside him and he expressed a desire to go to my permanent house.after sometime he said he needed to go and left.in these five years i hv lost all his contacts and could not know where our relationship was heading.what actually he wanted from me?did he want sex like me?please help!
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    Jul 01, 2012 1:15 AM GMT
    Sometimes things just don't work out. Don't dwell. Move on. Be happy.
  • Dominican_Gen...

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    Jul 01, 2012 1:40 AM GMT
    smoothhunk said[...]where i was living alone and desperate.he came alone to meet me twice in the duration of 7 years[...] in these five years i hv lost all his contacts[...]


    The answer is on your own post, move on and stop daydreaming. I know been a romantic has it's allure, but we are talking about 12 years and only been alone with him twice.

    You are waaaay past the point of moving on !!!