It seems I owe an apology to some...

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    Jul 06, 2012 9:17 PM GMT
    I'm going to make this quick...

    Some of you seem to remember me a lot more than I remember you and there is a reason for it I am sure. I can recall some periods of time where I became quite enraged in my alcoholism and took it out on everyone and everything around me. It lead to my being hospitalized for emergency plastic surgery do to being attacked by a man who claimed to be homeless and needed help. I trusted him drunk just as I did everything drunk. I sobered up for the first time in many years on January 1st of this year. While I am truly sorry for anything I may have posted here, I am even more sorry that I am finding I need to put people I don't know, or don't remember, on ignore. Obviously I put myself in this awkward position, but I have you know that I am now becoming very well respected in my community for the volunteer work I do. My life is finally something I enjoy each day and I am not going to sacrifice that for anything, especially the bottle. Rather than judge me for a dark side I have escaped, I would invite you to get to know the real me, or not. Either way, I wish you peace.
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    Jul 06, 2012 9:26 PM GMT
    As I was one of the few who did not chastise you, but understood the underlying cause of your rage, I applaud your sobriety...and keep on coming back!!
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    Jul 06, 2012 9:27 PM GMT
    FriendsOnly saidAs I was one of the few who did not chastise you, but understood the underlying cause of your rage, I applaud your sobriety...and keep on coming back!!


    Thank you. They turned into some deadly times.
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    Jul 06, 2012 9:40 PM GMT
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    FriendsOnly saidAs I was one of the few who did not chastise you, but understood the underlying cause of your rage, I applaud your sobriety...and keep on coming back!!


    Thank you. They turned into some deadly times.


    Been there...done that. Not to worry..those who have compassion and feelings will forgive and forget. The others aren't worth your time.
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    Jul 06, 2012 9:48 PM GMT
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    Sustenance said
    FriendsOnly saidAs I was one of the few who did not chastise you, but understood the underlying cause of your rage, I applaud your sobriety...and keep on coming back!!


    Thank you. They turned into some deadly times.


    Been there...done that. Not to worry..those who have compassion and feelings will forgive and forget. The others aren't worth your time.


    I tried posting a thread about my six month chip which I took last night hoping some would get the hint. A lot of people don't understand what it is like to drink a 5th a day of vodka for literally years; we are not together quite there. Just thought I would address the situation then leave it alone.
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    Jul 06, 2012 10:21 PM GMT
    The 8th and 9th steps are where those in recovery make a list and "make amends" to those whom they have harmed.

    When those in recovery make amends to those persons whom they have harmed, there cannot be any expectation as to how the harmed person reacts or responds. Those in recovery cannot expect forgiveness, let alone a warm, open armed "Welcome back!". It may take a long time to earn back the trust of persons harmed. It may not be possible to win back the trust of some persons harmed.

    Stuart, don't tell us about how you've changed and how well respected you may be (or may not be) with your volunteer work. Live your "step work". How you comport yourself will become evident.

    I wish you a strong recovery.
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    Jul 06, 2012 10:28 PM GMT
    I think you already know I have no hard feelings (even when you hijacked my screenname - that was funny icon_lol.gif ).

    You have my best wishes for a bright future. icon_biggrin.gif
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    Jul 06, 2012 10:36 PM GMT
    paulflexes saidI think you already know I have no hard feelings (even when you hijacked my screenname - that was funny icon_lol.gif ).

    You have my best wishes for a bright future. icon_biggrin.gif


    Thanks paul. I think you were one of a few that I had fun with.icon_lol.gif
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    Jul 06, 2012 10:37 PM GMT
    Thanks!
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    Jul 07, 2012 12:37 AM GMT
    I didn't know you before, but I have heard of you. Are you the one who sent around those videos that were gory and creepy with a bunch of random clips merged together? And talk of the endtimes.


    In any case, it's good to see someone turning their life around. Good luck.
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    Jul 07, 2012 12:40 AM GMT
    SkinnyBitch saidI didn't know you before, but I have heard of you. Are you the one who sent around those videos that were gory and creepy with a bunch of random clips merged together? And talk of the endtimes.


    In any case, it's good to see someone turning their life around. Good luck.


    No that wasn't me. I have never hit up anyone's inbox with anything unless they initiated the correspondences.

    Thanks for the gesture.icon_cool.gif
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    Jul 07, 2012 12:45 AM GMT
    Is this the "reaper" guy everyone (firebrand) has been yammering about?
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    Jul 07, 2012 12:50 AM GMT
    TheBizMan saidIs this the "reaper" guy everyone (firebrand) has been yammering about?


    All I remember is some pretty nasty arguments coming from both sides; myself against probably everyone.
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    Jul 07, 2012 12:54 AM GMT
    TheBizMan saidIs this the "reaper" guy everyone (firebrand) has been yammering about?


    One of.
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    Jul 07, 2012 1:38 AM GMT
    Sustenance said
    SkinnyBitch saidI didn't know you before, but I have heard of you. Are you the one who sent around those videos that were gory and creepy with a bunch of random clips merged together? And talk of the endtimes.


    In any case, it's good to see someone turning their life around. Good luck.


    No that wasn't me. I have never hit up anyone's inbox with anything unless they initiated the correspondences.

    Thanks for the gesture.icon_cool.gif
    Yes, Stewie, that was you. You may not remember it, but if you check your hard drive you'll find them. I only watched part of the first one you sent (out of many)...almost as gory as the Miami face eater.
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    Jul 07, 2012 1:56 AM GMT
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    Yes, Stewie, that was you. You may not remember it, but if you check your hard drive you'll find them. I only watched part of the first one you sent (out of many)...almost as gory as the Miami face eater.

    Not owning up to his shortcomings. Tsk. Tsk. It's only a matter of time before the cray cray comes out again.
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    Jul 07, 2012 2:03 AM GMT
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    paulflexes said...
    Yes, Stewie, that was you. You may not remember it, but if you check your hard drive you'll find them. I only watched part of the first one you sent (out of many)...almost as gory as the Miami face eater.

    Not owning up to his shortcomings. Tsk. Tsk. It's only a matter of time before the cray cray comes out again.
    I'll do my very best to act surprised when it does. icon_lol.gif
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    Jul 07, 2012 2:51 AM GMT
    Send me 100bux..and we'll wipe the slate clean..!??..Hit me up..(just don't hit me!)..icon_biggrin.gif
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    Jul 07, 2012 3:00 AM GMT
    Trying to find the positive, Well, at least on the day my name was taken by the Reaper, I had more emails in an hour's time to tell me about it then I've ever had in one day or even one week or even one month.
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    Jul 07, 2012 3:07 AM GMT
    Anocxu saidSend me 100bux..and we'll wipe the slate clean..!??..Hit me up..(just don't hit me!)..icon_biggrin.gif


    How about 99 bucks just so I feel I've gotten my way?icon_lol.gif
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    Jul 07, 2012 3:37 AM GMT
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    Jul 07, 2012 3:38 AM GMT
    GAMRican said

    Not owning up to his shortcomings. Tsk. Tsk. It's only a matter of time before the cray cray comes out again.


    There was also an apology phase in the past. It's all so clockwork.
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    Jul 07, 2012 3:44 AM GMT
    Ariodante said
    GAMRican said

    Not owning up to his shortcomings. Tsk. Tsk. It's only a matter of time before the cray cray comes out again.


    There was also an apology phase in the past. It's all so clockwork.


    I must have been drunker than drunk.icon_lol.gif
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    Jul 09, 2012 6:17 PM GMT
    Fan-fucking-tastic!

    I only randomly log into RJ these days cos it's really buckin booooorin. Like seriously shit. Full as Duck!

    "What would you do to the guy above you?"; "What are you doing today?"; "What's on your mind?"; "Why does my partner use Grindr?"; "Where do I find love?"; "Why am I soooooo bloody boring?".

    Yawn.

    But looks like things might start getting fun again. All we need now is Bello back!

    This isn't even the beginning. Anyone in the know knows this hasn't even started yet.

    Leopards, spots, make em laugh, make em laugh, no business like show business, watch and enjoy peeps.

    Toodle-pip!

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