Tonight I finally have the courage

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    Jul 13, 2012 2:44 AM GMT
    so after several months and even years of illness, being called a liar, being on death's door, having my heart broken many times, I finally have the courage to down that bottle of Bacardia and Ativan. Thanks to everyone who was instrumental in being a friend to me and dragging me out of my depression but the time has come where i can not make it anymore, I love all of you and if my family ever sees this I love them as well my heart belongs to someone that will never, and has never loved me ever, But as I lay here in solitude and somewhat solace, I will remember him forever, May flights of demons bring me to my rest.
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    Jul 13, 2012 2:46 AM GMT
    fhaynie81 saidso after several months and even years of illness, being called a liar, being on death's door, having my heart broken many times, I finally have the courage to down that bottle of Bacardia and Ativan. Thanks to everyone who was instrumental in being a friend to me and dragging me out of my depression but the time has come where i can not make it anymore, I love all of you and if my family ever sees this I love them as well my heart belongs to someone that will never, and has never loved me ever, But as I lay here in solitude and somewhat solace, I will remember him forever, May flights of demons bring me to my rest.


    Oh good lord, don't do it. You're a nice guy and you deserve a nice life.

    Does anyone have personal contact information for fhaynie81?
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    Jul 13, 2012 2:50 AM GMT
    Don't do it. It's a permanent solution to a temporary situation.
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    Jul 13, 2012 2:50 AM GMT
    Negative.. i tried to spam it.

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    Jul 13, 2012 2:51 AM GMT
    How the fuck do you report this kind of shit to the authorities??????
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    Jul 13, 2012 2:57 AM GMT
    OP: You should wait until after your trip to Paris to do this. Paris is way cool. You can always get up the courage again after you go to Paris. You just never know...something amazing may be waiting for you in Paris.
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    Jul 13, 2012 3:00 AM GMT
    Someone call this line

    1-800-Suicide (1-800-784-2433)

    I dunno how much we can do though since we do not know his name or address.
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    Jul 13, 2012 3:01 AM GMT
    Paris?

    It is going to be crazy cool there.

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    Jul 13, 2012 3:03 AM GMT
    Also, from what you've told me about this guy, he's not worth it. Seriously. You're young and sweet and have a life ahead of you that you can't even imagine today. I promise.
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    Jul 13, 2012 3:06 AM GMT
    If you still read this, please don't go through with it. There are so many people that want you in their lives. You are going to miss out on so much laughter, love and fun.

    You can do what you want now. You are free.

    Please don't do this.
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    Jul 13, 2012 3:07 AM GMT
    But you have abbs...and worked so hard to get them, at least eat a doughnut or two before you go.
    Seriously, hold off and go with the rest of us in December.
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    Jul 13, 2012 3:11 AM GMT
    Just because a topic is negative, it isn't spam.

    Just because a person wants to end their life, doesn't mean they deserve having the police sicked on them.

    Since we have no info about his life and whether this is a whim or a long-held desire that he's decided on with a calm mind, all I can say without being full of platitudes is "I hope you made this decision with a clear head if you are successful, and if you made the decision based on a bad night, I hope you fail."
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    Jul 13, 2012 3:18 AM GMT
    Shell saidParis?

    It is going to be crazy cool there.

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    Paris is fabulous anytime of year! It's a must see. I hope OP considers this.
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    Jul 13, 2012 3:41 AM GMT
    This is such a downer. I know things are tough man, but you will get through it, and will be stronger because of it.

    Dont give up, life is a precious gift not to be wasted. Let this make yourself stronger, hope you are still with us man.
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    Jul 13, 2012 5:03 AM GMT
    I'm a little late to this thread. Hope the guy is okay. So fucking sad.

    I found the following info online. Don't know if this is the guy or not but I have called all of this information into the San Diego police. Just now off the phone. The nice lady there says they will investigate.

    http://www.whitepages.com/name/Frank-A-Haynie/San-Diego-CA/7bji7ic?site_id=10583

    Frank A Haynie
    309 19th St

    San Diego, CA 92102-3843

    Age: 30-34

    [url]http://anywhoyp.yellowpages.com/whitepages?from=AnyWho&fap_terms%5Bfirst%5D=f&fap_terms%5Blast%5D=haynie&fap_terms%5Bcity%5D=san+diego&fap_terms%5Bstate%5D=CA[/url]

    Frank A Haynie 1935 Avenida Del Mexico, #250 San Diego, CA 92154
    256-396-0309
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    Jul 13, 2012 5:05 AM GMT
    Don't do this, it's not the way..
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    Jul 13, 2012 5:07 AM GMT
    SkinnyB

    "Just because a person wants to end their life, doesn't mean they deserve having the police sicked on them."

    What do you think the police would do, beat him up? No, they'll get him some help, like a hospital.

    Often trying this is a cry for help. Consider that.

    I know someone who tried this with the same ingredients. It didn't work, but he was damaged afterwards and it took considerable hospitalization to get him recovered from the congealed blood in his body.

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    Jul 13, 2012 5:09 AM GMT
    glad you came to realjock for the attention.

    ill cock the 9
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    Jul 13, 2012 5:09 AM GMT
    theantijock saidI'm a little late to this thread. Hope the guy is okay. So fucking sad.

    I found the following info online. Don't know if this is the guy or not but I have called all of this information into the San Diego police. Just now off the phone. The nice lady there says they will investigate.

    http://www.whitepages.com/name/Frank-A-Haynie/San-Diego-CA/7bji7ic?site_id=10583

    Frank A Haynie
    309 19th St

    San Diego, CA 92102-3843

    Age: 30-34

    [url]http://anywhoyp.yellowpages.com/whitepages?from=AnyWho&fap_terms%5Bfirst%5D=f&fap_terms%5Blast%5D=haynie&fap_terms%5Bcity%5D=san+diego&fap_terms%5Bstate%5D=CA[/url]

    Frank A Haynie 1935 Avenida Del Mexico, #250 San Diego, CA 92154
    256-396-0309


    Thanks for doing that. I wouldn't even know where to begin looking for that information...
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    Jul 13, 2012 5:10 AM GMT
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    theantijock saidI'm a little late to this thread. Hope the guy is okay. So fucking sad.

    I found the following info online. Don't know if this is the guy or not but I have called all of this information into the San Diego police. Just now off the phone. The nice lady there says they will investigate.

    http://www.whitepages.com/name/Frank-A-Haynie/San-Diego-CA/7bji7ic?site_id=10583

    Frank A Haynie
    309 19th St

    San Diego, CA 92102-3843

    Age: 30-34

    [url]http://anywhoyp.yellowpages.com/whitepages?from=AnyWho&fap_terms%5Bfirst%5D=f&fap_terms%5Blast%5D=haynie&fap_terms%5Bcity%5D=san+diego&fap_terms%5Bstate%5D=CA[/url]

    Frank A Haynie 1935 Avenida Del Mexico, #250 San Diego, CA 92154
    256-396-0309


    Thanks for doing that. I wouldn't even know where to begin looking for that information...
    Google is a GREAT friend!icon_wink.gif
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    Jul 13, 2012 5:14 AM GMT
    jmusmc85 saidThanks for doing that. I wouldn't even know where to begin looking for that information...


    We do whatever we can do, man. His screenname looked like a real name. The number looked like a birthdate. He had his city on his profile. One looked like a match.

    TropicalMark saidGoogle is a GREAT friend!icon_wink.gif


    ya, I do luvs google.
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    Jul 13, 2012 5:18 AM GMT
    Never occurred to me that his screen name was his real name. Fingers crossed.
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    Jul 13, 2012 5:19 AM GMT
    Hope and pray he fucked up!
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    Jul 13, 2012 5:20 AM GMT
    I don't think you will find any respect affiliating a bunch of strangers in this stunt. Life is what we make of it and sometimes that means a lot of extra hard work and other times it means curling up in a corner with your head between your legs and waiting until the worst is over. I've been there and it wasn't a threat, I actually tried to do it. Surviving the car crash not only left me without a car, but left me no other option except to live because I failed not only at everything else, but I failed at suicide also. Just remember there are worse side effects of suicide such as living disabled for the rest of your life being fed through tubes and such. Learn to be a little more selfish when it comes to happiness and a little less selfish when it comes to manipulating others in your lament. Best of luck.
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    Jul 13, 2012 5:24 AM GMT
    theantijock said
    jmusmc85 saidThanks for doing that. I wouldn't even know where to begin looking for that information...


    We do whatever we can do, man. His screenname looked like a real name. The number looked like a birthdate. He had his city on his profile. One looked like a match.

    TropicalMark saidGoogle is a GREAT friend!icon_wink.gif


    ya, I do luvs google.


    You should be a detective!!!