Vodka and cocaine

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    Jul 31, 2012 8:38 AM GMT
    nice snack
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    Jul 31, 2012 9:00 AM GMT
    The best.
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    Jul 31, 2012 9:04 AM GMT
    Drugs are bad... mmkay
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    Jul 31, 2012 9:33 AM GMT
    Dj1990 saidnice snack


    Are you okay? I'm really having a hard time understanding you. Why would you promote drugs through the power of suggestion? Do you have any idea what hard drugs caused me?????

    I started off an alcoholic and the next thing I know I'm snorting speed, contracting HIV from drug sedated sex, drug induced Schizophrenia, Cancer due to my HIV ten years later, Chronic Kidney Disease due to HIV drugs...

    Finally I had to learn what that simple first teenage party lifestyle has lead to and though I wonder sometimes if it's too late to turn my life around, I have to come to a website I trust to look at some promotion of Vodka and Cocaine?

    Many of these guys here are fucking kids man!!!! Fucking kids!!!! It tears my fucking heart up to wonder will another one turn out a fucking loser like me? I spend many hours a week helping these kids in 12 Step Meetings, Mental Health Conferences, HIV support groups just to see this shit suggested on a Gay Fitness Health & Life website... Does any of that mean anything to you????

    I really don't feel I am getting personal on this issue because these are the things I stand for in life on a day to day basis. It is hard enough that I have to look like a failure knowing that being a failure is the only thing I can use to try to reinforce some countless young winners in this world!

    Disease BREEDS more disease; I am proof! No Vodka and Cocaine are not a good idea to try. I have begun to know FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE just how good a natural high in life really feels and it outdoes artificial feelings on any given day of every damn year I have left.

    All I am asking is that you not post anymore suggestions that undoubtably appear to me to look like a very uncaring agenda so that I can continue to inspire young kids to be comfortable with their naturally given emotions so they don't have to take your suggestion in desperation to run away from themselves. Thank you.
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    Jul 31, 2012 9:54 AM GMT
    Dj1990 saidnice snack


    Holy crap, YOU ARE A KID. I just looked at your profile... Why are you posting this? Are you just joking? It is no joke man... You have your whole life ahead of you man, don't end up in a fucking gutter like me. I will be on Dialysis by the time I am 60 and it all started with that partying crap... It's crap man! It might seem like just a little fun, but so many claim they can control it which turns out to be bullshit in the end. I'm not mad at you! I just thought you were a lot older from your new profile picture and I thought some old man was trying to push drugs around here. Damn, I need some sleep. Just remember, people care about you in this world, especially when you are too scared to kill yourself intentionally so you lie to yourself by using drugs. Don't do it. If it's frightening at times, go to a 12 Step Meeting and find that there are others just as scared as you might be. Life is fucking BEAUTIFUL man without drugs... It really is. You don't need them. I swear to God, you don't need them. Hit me up an email if you ever need to chat. People are here for you man.
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    Jul 31, 2012 10:02 AM GMT
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    Dj1990 saidnice snack


    Are you okay? I'm really having a hard time understanding you. Why would you promote drugs through the power of suggestion? Do you have any idea what hard drugs caused me?????

    I started off an alcoholic and the next thing I know I'm snorting speed, contracting HIV from drug sedated sex, drug induced Schizophrenia, Cancer due to my HIV ten years later, Chronic Kidney Disease due to HIV drugs...

    Finally I had to learn what that simple first teenage party lifestyle has lead to and though I wonder sometimes if it's too late to turn my life around, I have to come to a website I trust to look at some promotion of Vodka and Cocaine?

    Many of these guys here are fucking kids man!!!! Fucking kids!!!! It tears my fucking heart up to wonder will another one turn out a fucking loser like me? I spend many hours a week helping these kids in 12 Step Meetings, Mental Health Conferences, HIV support groups just to see this shit suggested on a Gay Fitness Health & Life website... Does any of that mean anything to you????

    I really don't feel I am getting personal on this issue because these are the things I stand for in life on a day to day basis. It is hard enough that I have to look like a failure knowing that being a failure is the only thing I can use to try to reinforce some countless young winners in this world!

    Disease BREEDS more disease; I am proof! No Vodka and Cocaine are not a good idea to try. I have begun to know FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE just how good a natural high in life really feels and it outdoes artificial feelings on any given day of every damn year I have left.

    All I am asking is that you not post anymore suggestions that undoubtably appear to me to look like a very uncaring agenda so that I can continue to inspire young kids to be comfortable with their naturally given emotions so they don't have to take your suggestion in desperation to run away from themselves. Thank you.


    I'm just gonna go ahead and quote this so you're all forced to read it twice.