I'm back on RJ with a new name and a new philosophy...

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    Aug 03, 2012 9:27 PM GMT
    Nobody will defeat my confidence in spirit by disguising their lack of emotion in the form of jealousy. I have survived too many obstacles that have allowed me to grow as an individual and the moment you want to start backtracking over things I have already either corrected myself on or apologized for, NOTHING will ever allow someone those opportunities again.

    I have revamped my profile to eliminate all that "pouring all my guts out" crap people attribute to as being an attention whore and I decided on a different approach and it's my turn now to reveal YOUR insecurities if anyone so dares to come out from behind their evil mask and mock me again.

    This has been a good learning experience for me because out in the real world you don't get the opportunity to simply log off and come back with a vengeance. My very uplifting and positive nature will never be abused by flamers here ever again.

    Paulflexes has been the only proof I have so far that there are decent people to be found here on RJ and that it is not my imagination that there are tormented weaklings that intentionally choose to find the peaceful attributes of someone and slice them up like trolls.

    So here I am, in reincarnation. Jesus came back in three days, but I came back in one. I got him beat by a longshot.icon_wink.gif
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    Aug 03, 2012 9:35 PM GMT
    You sir, need medication. And a life.
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    Aug 03, 2012 9:55 PM GMT
    You seem to be indicating that you joined RJ to flame people because you don't like their attitudes .... well ain't that the pot calling the kettle black
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    Aug 03, 2012 10:00 PM GMT
    AMoonHawk saidYou seem to be indicating that you joined RJ to flame people because you don't like their attitudes .... well ain't that the pot calling the kettle black


    Where do I suggest I am here to flame people? You are accusing me of shit because you can't handle that someone isn't going to be silenced. Boy you hate it when someone with my ailments gets strong don't you? It really bothers you because you have no tools to manipulate with anymore. Talk about insecure. Go on, now talk about my schizophrenia for justification. I've got that under control also. So sad to see a health website insult others for bad health.icon_rolleyes.gif

    No worries, I am as happy as a lark because I don't depend on others who try to put words in my mouth.
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    Aug 03, 2012 10:00 PM GMT
    This is ridiculous. Dude, it doesn't take a mental giant to realize that you posted the reaper threads, mimicked other's screen names and created multiple accounts, and are lying about your denial for having created them. Maybe you've had an epiphany once your medication kicked in and sought help, but until you just come flat out and say, "I am the guy who ranted about your sins because I got HIV, was mad at my own self-perception about being gay, and then chose to take it out on you," you're never never going to fool the smart-minded people of this forum.

    The truth shall set you free.
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    Aug 03, 2012 10:01 PM GMT
    wrestlervic saidThis is ridiculous. Dude, it doesn't take a mental giant to realize that you posted the reaper threads, mimicked other's screen names and created multiple accounts, and are lying about your denial for having created them. Maybe you've had an epiphany once your medication kicked in and sought help, but until you just come flat out and say, "I am the guy who ranted about your sins because I got HIV, was mad at my own self-perception about being gay, and then chose to take it out on you" you're never never going to fool the smart-minded people of this forum.

    The truth shall set you free.


    Nope, the Reaper wasn't me. But you use it as an excuse to help you desperately search for your self-esteem and a pretty weak one at that.
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    Aug 03, 2012 10:03 PM GMT
    Contacting Admin to see if your IP address matches that of the Reaper.
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    Aug 03, 2012 10:05 PM GMT
    wrestlervic saidContacting Admin to see if your IP address matches that of the Reaper.


    Good luck, it doesn't. I never was him and already informed everyone where they can find my stalker. I am not guilty of your claims so enjoy accusing me all you want to.
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    Aug 03, 2012 10:15 PM GMT
    A good profile, especially on the "About Me" section.

    I admire that you have come through cancer with a positive attitude. No doubt, to be told that you have the disease must have been a very scary experience. Your ability to surf the waves as well as songwriting are admirable qualities - I can't do either, but like you, I too have an interest in the ocean, both on a geographical and geological front along with marine life. Coral reefs, for one, was something I grew interested in after snorkeling at the Great Barrier Reef in 1997.

    But you were very defensive on the "Who I would Meet" section. Throughout the few years as a member of this site, I too have received a lion's share of stick, much because of my Christian faith. But this sort of thing I can take on board quite easily - this is only a website after all. I encourage you to do the same.

    I hope your health improves as time goes on, and that you have beaten cancer altogether. All the best of luck.

    By the way, you are handsome in that photo.
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    Aug 03, 2012 10:16 PM GMT
    dan_x saidYou sir, need medication. And a life.

    roflcopter-demotivational-poster-1222192
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    Aug 03, 2012 10:18 PM GMT
    Honestly.

    I believe that the past does not equal the future. We're constantly reinventing a newer a better versions of ourselves. Good job Stuart and I hope all the best for you.
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    Aug 03, 2012 10:27 PM GMT
    Hapuna saidHonestly.

    I believe that the past does not equal the future. We're constantly reinventing a newer a better versions of ourselves. Good job Stuart and I hope all the best for you.


    Thank you so much sir... I really do appreciate that there ARE sincere people in the gay community such as yourself. I can be sensitive, but name calling and attacking my ailments does not help out anyone. I work with a Psychiatrist monthly and am very open and honest with her. I have a mission in life and I am going to accomplish it one way or another. Peace.
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    Aug 03, 2012 10:34 PM GMT
    I've mentioned this NUMEROUS times on the forums... You are good people with a lot of misconceptions about who I am as an individual. It is partly because, I like many can be somewhat of an attention whore. But I have my reason's and they are not sexually explicit in nature. I have nearly died because of my sexual nature and now I have put it off to the side for what it is at this point... dangerous. I need brotherhood. Last night I was so depressed I thought of joining the war in Afgahnistan like these soldiers that do so to find brotherhood. THAT IS CRAZY! I believe I have it right here. I cannot allow my anger to get in the way of my aspirations of becoming a better person either. I need hope just like everyone else and I need to be understood.
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    Aug 03, 2012 10:47 PM GMT
    So here I am, in reincarnation. Jesus came back in three days, but I came back in one. I got him beat by a longshot.icon_wink.gif

    But Buffy did it better.... icon_razz.gif

    But... you should pick up poetry.. you seem like a good writer..
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    Aug 03, 2012 10:49 PM GMT
    wrestlervic saidContacting Admin to see if your IP address matches that of the Reaper.


    Admin doesn't keep permanent records of that

    Otherwise more of Southbeach1500's socks would be gone by now icon_razz.gif
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    Aug 03, 2012 10:51 PM GMT
    Firebrand said
    wrestlervic saidContacting Admin to see if your IP address matches that of the Reaper.


    Admin doesn't keep permanent records of that

    Otherwise more of Southbeach1500's socks would be gone by now icon_razz.gif


    Did you ever get a chance to hit up "steak" about his activity on here as The Reaper?icon_question.gif
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    Aug 03, 2012 10:51 PM GMT
    Shell saidSo here I am, in reincarnation. Jesus came back in three days, but I came back in one. I got him beat by a longshot.icon_wink.gif


    But Buffy did it better.... icon_razz.gif

    But... you should pick up poetry.. you seem like a good writer..[/quote]

    Awe, thank you Shell...icon_wink.gif
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    Aug 03, 2012 10:56 PM GMT
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    wrestlervic saidContacting Admin to see if your IP address matches that of the Reaper.


    Admin doesn't keep permanent records of that

    Otherwise more of Southbeach1500's socks would be gone by now icon_razz.gif


    Did you ever get a chance to hit up "steak" about his activity on here as The Reaper?icon_question.gif


    The account is awaiting approval still.

    I googled some shit about the Reaper, though, and apparently even people there think it is you:

    Link
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    Aug 03, 2012 11:11 PM GMT
    Firebrand said
    wrestlervic saidContacting Admin to see if your IP address matches that of the Reaper.


    Admin doesn't keep permanent records of that

    Otherwise more of Southbeach1500's socks would be gone by now icon_razz.gif



    How many are there? icon_eek.gif
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    Aug 03, 2012 11:12 PM GMT
    showme said
    Firebrand said
    wrestlervic saidContacting Admin to see if your IP address matches that of the Reaper.


    Admin doesn't keep permanent records of that

    Otherwise more of Southbeach1500's socks would be gone by now icon_razz.gif



    How many are there? icon_eek.gif


    a handful icon_razz.gif
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    Aug 03, 2012 11:29 PM GMT
    It's the interwebz. Don't take stuff so serious.
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    Aug 03, 2012 11:44 PM GMT
    So you'll keep doing this every time you have an epiffany..??
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    Aug 04, 2012 5:11 AM GMT
    Ey dude , well welcome back to this website as a better person from what my understanding was to ur original post (i kinda just skimmed through it, but got the jist of it.) Anyway, I think ur a pretty cool person from the talks weve had ;) .


    But yea just keep on ignoring all unwanted comments, stay set on ur fitness goals, and jus take everything on here wit a grain of salt man icon_smile.gif .
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    Aug 04, 2012 5:13 AM GMT
    Do I need to care about this?

    Wait, ooooh pizza... bbl.
  • mizu5

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    Aug 04, 2012 5:17 AM GMT
    Can you please stop making these posts all the time?

    Great, you are back.

    Hopefully you are more together now

    but we don't need a billboard letting us know about every decision and life change you make.

    You make these giant posts about how great you are, and how no one is gonna bring you down almost weekly.

    Congrats on your road to recovery, but please stop this.