MIS37 saidyou guys are awesome but you keep saying that I'm too young this too young that. In our conversations I have been the mature one I've asked him serious questions as in if he is ready for one since he had all those issues with his family, how do you know I'm the one, you don't know a thing about me so what if im not what you expect? I asked him all these questions as if it were an interrogation and yet he soared passed them with flying colors which is why i felt eager and confident about him.
when I say young I am merely talking about your actual age not the state of mentality or maturity. For all I know it sounds like your an old soul simply waiting for your other half to join you in this life. What I mean is you have awhile, (so do I) before your life will be at a point where you will legitametely be able to feel, and say oh god I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO FIND ANYONE. To many people are hooked on this idea of being with someone. (I was for awhile until I took a step back and realized at this point in my life that cannot be happening.) It's like a fantasy that has affected far FAR FAR to many people our age with an idea that "Oh this person is the one they are so handsome, charming etc. They get me they understand me." well 90% of the time the other person is thinking "Oh boy this is gonna be one good fuck." Your just gonna have to take it slow, live and learn. Like I said you know what you want but sometimes we can't always get what we want right away. Its really strange but think of it like when you were a kid and realized that you couldn't get the things you wanted right away. You had to work for it this is alot like that. Focus on yourself, and take some advice. ANYONE, or at least any person with a head on their shoulders and a functioning brain can pass an interrogational session of questions. They might not get it all exactly right but they will pass why!? because this is the INTERNET EVERYTHING IS TO ANDROGYNOUS for us to actually get a REAL FEELING for a person. Unless your talking face to face and reading their body language and seeing facial expression your not gonna get a good idea of what they are actually thinking. so you have to always be aware of that.