Seriously, though. Being bicurious is fine, man. Even 99% gay men like me get curious about women sometimes.
Sexuality is fluid, so don't sweat it. (I just made a pun!
) Anyway, LOL, it doesn't make you any less of a man because you are attracted to other men.
Why the need to hide? There are many bisexuals out there and even here. Want a quick hook-up to see? Some guys would do that, I suggest gay hook-up sites.
There are even guys here, I think. You'll need a picture though and be verified as SurrealLife said, heh.Just BE CAREFUL.
HIV is a reality, and it infects everybody, gay or straight.
That said, if you are married and cheating...