Sep 15, 2012 2:22 AM GMT
DEAR DIARY,
Ok, I've been debating whether or not I should do this but I'm alone on a Friday night, so why not?
Here goes it: I met a guy on M-Harmony (Manhunt) a few weeks ago and we hit it off instantly and hooked up. He is a GORGEOUS handsome British MMA fighter guy. Physically perfect in every way. We bumped uglies and a great time was had by all.
Sometime after that we started talking regularly. Not about sex, but about relationships, insecurities, dogs, etc....just stuff you don't talk with tricks about. We became friends on FB and he would even send me random sweet nothings like texts saying he was thinking about me, blah, blah, blah. I remember one conversation we had he even jokingly suggested that I could move in with him. I axed him if he was joking and he said that he was looking for a "LTR so you never know." Well, by this point I am completely smitten by him. He is charming, kind, and seems to want the same things in a relationship that I want.
Then this past week, he suggests we go out on a no shit real date. Not a hook up but dinner and conversation date. When we meet up in person our conversation is hampered because my mouth is a little....preoccupied
(his penis is in my mouth, for those who didn't get the joke). So I'm real excited that I can actually hang out with him in a casual, non sexual setting.
Well, this was on Sunday. It is now Friday night and I have not really heard from him. I texted him yesterday and he said he would get back to me today.It is almost 10:30. Unless he calls in 2 hours then I'm screwed.
Am I thinking too much into this? In his defense he said he was sick, and judging by his FB posts he does seem sick. But no phone call or text? If he has time to shit he has time to say "Oh I can't get together this week" or "Oh I love you, please marry me" or "Oh I hate your fuckin guts you beaner, get away". I just hate being left in the dark.
I already texted him, so I don't want to seem too clingy. If he doesn't text this weekend, do I have the right to be mad at him? Or should I just chalk it up to he forgot/was sick/was busy???
I REALLY like this guy. But I feel like I have to keep making the first step to reach out to him. UGH....
Ok, I've been debating whether or not I should do this but I'm alone on a Friday night, so why not?
Here goes it: I met a guy on M-Harmony (Manhunt) a few weeks ago and we hit it off instantly and hooked up. He is a GORGEOUS handsome British MMA fighter guy. Physically perfect in every way. We bumped uglies and a great time was had by all.
Sometime after that we started talking regularly. Not about sex, but about relationships, insecurities, dogs, etc....just stuff you don't talk with tricks about. We became friends on FB and he would even send me random sweet nothings like texts saying he was thinking about me, blah, blah, blah. I remember one conversation we had he even jokingly suggested that I could move in with him. I axed him if he was joking and he said that he was looking for a "LTR so you never know." Well, by this point I am completely smitten by him. He is charming, kind, and seems to want the same things in a relationship that I want.
Then this past week, he suggests we go out on a no shit real date. Not a hook up but dinner and conversation date. When we meet up in person our conversation is hampered because my mouth is a little....preoccupied
(his penis is in my mouth, for those who didn't get the joke). So I'm real excited that I can actually hang out with him in a casual, non sexual setting.Well, this was on Sunday. It is now Friday night and I have not really heard from him. I texted him yesterday and he said he would get back to me today.It is almost 10:30. Unless he calls in 2 hours then I'm screwed.
Am I thinking too much into this? In his defense he said he was sick, and judging by his FB posts he does seem sick. But no phone call or text? If he has time to shit he has time to say "Oh I can't get together this week" or "Oh I love you, please marry me" or "Oh I hate your fuckin guts you beaner, get away". I just hate being left in the dark.
I already texted him, so I don't want to seem too clingy. If he doesn't text this weekend, do I have the right to be mad at him? Or should I just chalk it up to he forgot/was sick/was busy???
I REALLY like this guy. But I feel like I have to keep making the first step to reach out to him. UGH....
