For the last year I've been juggling more than one guy. It's all above board no one is under the impression that exclusivity is part of the deal. I wouldn't consider any of them my "primary" relationship but there is always a front runner and that changes depending on month.
They all fulfill different needs but all my needs are not always met.
Happy and Satisfied are relative, for now I'm happy and satisfied with what I have. I'm fortunate and privileged in so many ways that to not feel lucky, satisfied and happy with my life in general would be ridiculous. And I feel those things to a degree with my love life but not entirely. I've been hopelessly in love. Reciprocated, mad, passionate all consuming love that makes the world an even more wonderful place than it is.
Does the current day work for any of the respective "us's"... not entirely.
I'm not everything they want, not giving as much as they would like or vice versa. The heart wants what it wants but it doesn't mean it will get it.
I have romance. I have love. I have sex. I've had it all from the same person at times, but not currently.
I have loved passionately and madly enough that if I never do again, "I just might die with a smile on my face after all"