When did you notice your first gay feeling?

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    Nov 09, 2012 1:22 AM GMT
    When did you notice your first gay feeling?
  • kevmoran

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    Nov 09, 2012 1:48 AM GMT
    Well I remember first telling myself when I obsessed over my brother's bodybuilding magazines that I was just interested in men's fitness... and then at some point I googled penis (the woes of growing up during internet) and all kinds of stuff came up and I was like icon_eek.gif I literally spent as much time as possible searching through all of it, usually in the middle of the night. This was probably around 11 or 12.
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    Nov 09, 2012 1:56 AM GMT
    kevmoran saidWell I remember first telling myself when I obsessed over my brother's bodybuilding magazines that I was just interested in men's fitness... and then at some point I googled penis (the woes of growing up during internet) and all kinds of stuff came up and I was like icon_eek.gif I literally spent as much time as possible searching through all of it, usually in the middle of the night. This was probably around 11 or 12.
  • Fable

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    Nov 09, 2012 1:59 AM GMT
    I think it was when it was like.... 6" deep?
  • MikeW

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    Nov 09, 2012 2:17 AM GMT
    4? 5?

    Very young. Before 6 for sure.
  • AMoonHawk

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    Nov 09, 2012 2:24 AM GMT
    I remember crushing on one of the bigger guys in 1st grade .. so I'm gonna say 6
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    Nov 09, 2012 4:07 AM GMT
    Probably wasn't my first, but a major turning point for me was when I was researching for a powerpoint on the male reproductive system in my 7th grade biology class. icon_redface.gif
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    Nov 09, 2012 4:18 AM GMT
    fable saidI think it was when it was like.... 6" deep?


    LMAO
  • Karl

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    Nov 09, 2012 4:22 AM GMT
    I watch porn for the first time when I was 12.
    Didnt know why I was just interested in the male actor and feel gross with the vagina.
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  • Kagse

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    Nov 09, 2012 4:37 AM GMT
    Honestly, I think it was around 12, started to really get into sports and I guess I just liked seeing the other guys without their shirts on.
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    Nov 09, 2012 4:39 AM GMT
    Steven223 saidWhen did you notice your first gay feeling?
    This morning.
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    Nov 09, 2012 4:40 AM GMT
    When I was 15, I couldn't understand why my buddies were so obsessed with boobs and vagina.
    That was also the first time I watched straight porn and I didn't like it. So I switched to gay porn and have been watching ever since lol...
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    Nov 09, 2012 4:41 AM GMT
    When I was 10, I loved watching a hunky muscular character on TV. Especially when he took his shirt off icon_redface.gif At 14, I looked up naked men, and soon discovered gay porn. I didn't even know what gay was until I was around 16 though.
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    Nov 09, 2012 4:41 AM GMT
    fable saidI think it was when it was like.... 6" deep?
    You stepped in a mud puddle and thought that made you gay? icon_eek.gif You poser! icon_mad.gif
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    Nov 09, 2012 4:42 AM GMT
    As early as I can remember. I was always more fascinated by looking at the boys rather than the girls, even as a preschooler.
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    Nov 09, 2012 4:49 AM GMT
    fable saidI think it was when it was like.... 6" deep?


    Priceless icon_lol.gif
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    Nov 09, 2012 4:52 AM GMT
    MikeW said4? 5?

    Very young. Before 6 for sure.


    I don't understand how so early...most of us were still playing with hot wheels and legos. I certainly dont remember what I was thinking at that age.
  • turtleneckjoc...

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    Nov 09, 2012 4:59 AM GMT
    I would like to have someone feel me up right now....

    Oh...wait....wrong thing.....
  • MikeW

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    Nov 09, 2012 4:59 AM GMT
    ohboy said
    MikeW said4? 5?

    Very young. Before 6 for sure.


    I don't understand how so early...most of us were still playing with hot wheels and legos. I certainly dont remember what I was thinking at that age.


    I don't know for certain how old I was but I remember the incident quite clearly. This neighbor boy, about a year older, suggested we get naked together. He had a whole fantasy scenario going on that involved us being prisoners and having been stripped naked. I kid you not. We didn't touch one another but we did touch ourselves and I did find it arousing. Some time later I had my first pre-seminal orgasm. Again, I can't say exactly how old I was but I know where I was, that I was naked and that it both frightened me and fascinated me.

    As for memory, I can remember very far back. In fact, I can remember learning to 'talk to myself' inside my own head (among many other weird things).
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    Nov 09, 2012 5:01 AM GMT
    ohboy said
    MikeW said4? 5?

    Very young. Before 6 for sure.


    I don't understand how so early...most of us were still playing with hot wheels and legos. I certainly dont remember what I was thinking at that age.
    I remember still peeing on the bed at age of 4 & 5 lol
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    Nov 09, 2012 5:06 AM GMT
    when i got to college and caught my str8 roommate jacking off... it gave me butterflies. Then everyday after that I check towels and his boxers for cum and usually got lucky. Id rub his cum all over my chest and sometimes id eat it. He never even new. Lucky for me he jacked off a lot icon_smile.gif
  • thadjock

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    Nov 09, 2012 5:07 AM GMT
    the moment my sexuality crystalised was 2weeks b4 i was born,

    i remember thinking....."when i get out of this vagina i'm never going back in another one."
  • MikeW

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    Nov 09, 2012 5:11 AM GMT
    thadjock saidthe moment my sexuality crystalised was 2weeks b4 i was born,

    i remember thinking....."when i get out of this vagina i'm never going back in another one."

    lol, birthing is SO, ewwww.
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    Nov 09, 2012 5:17 AM GMT
    I think I realized it in middle school when I was catching myself staring more at guys than girls <-- early indicators.
  • tautomer

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    Nov 09, 2012 5:27 AM GMT
    Well, non-sexualized thoughts began around the age of 8 or so. As an example, I have a mild fetish with hypnosis. At that young age I was just *amazed* and frightened of it. It was a very specefic sort of infatuation that I felt. I just didn't realize that what it would become when I was older.

    The next indicators where when I was 10-11 and I was absolutely fascinated with puberty. Specefically, male puberty. While all the boys in my class wanted to steal one of the female pamphlets that were handed out, I didn't care at all.

    First sexual feelings began when I was 13 when I started 8th grade. I noticed I was starting at guys in my class way more. I also had just started a new school district so at first I thought it was due to all of the new people. Then I turned to the internet and the rest is history.