spgem saidDo u see it as being molested or as a sexual awakening by an elder? And how do u think it has affected ur life to this point & all ur interactions & how u see sex? And what kind of sexual relations do u have now as a result of it?
Don't really consider what happened as sexual abuse or molestation. I was 2 or 3 and caught my 15 year old uncle and his buddy, jerking each other off one day. When I asked them what they were doing and why they stopped doing it, my uncle said that it was a secret game. I asked if I could play. they told me to play with their dick and not stop until they told me to.
Not too long after that I caught them again in the shed blowing each other. This was a new game they said and only 'big boys' got to play it. I ran into the house crying that my uncle and his friend wouldn't let me play with them.
Did it affect me? Hell yeah!!! I wanted to play that game all the time after that; but they never wanted to.
The humorous thing is Uncle is now an ultra-conservative family man who has absolutely nothing kind to say about gay men