Dec 07, 2012 4:01 AM GMT
Well, first off I suppose I should start off by saying to everyone who's out- your truly amazing to have overcome what you have! Today, I've for the first time come to terms with who I am. I've got a few wonderful friends, who i trust with all my heart but theres one of them that i've become closest with. So I was talking to her today, and we were just chatting about life and I finally worked up the courage to tell her I was gay. It's the first person I've ever openly told, and it felt great! Though I was sure she already had a feeling I was, it was the single best experience of my life- to finally have let someone know who I really am and to share that with someone else. To finally have that weight lifted off my shoulders that I carried by myself for so long. So I guess what I'm tryin to say, is I really does get better! You just need to first come to accept yourself and there will be people willing to hear you out. I've still not came out to everyone, but I'm definitely finally come to terms with who I am and I know that when I'm ready to have the talk with others in my life- they'll too, be ready to listen and that it's not a matter of if, but when.