Dec 20, 2012 7:35 AM GMT
As the subject
waterloonicetop saidAfter university i met a boy from victoria british columbia. I live in ontario canada. He was headed to japan to teach english 2 months later. I fell inlove with him, he popped my cherry, and i was the first boy he had fucked.
The day he was to leave we went to the university and took naked pics of ourselves, arty ones, then went home, i held him as 'leaving on a jet plane' played and we danced in circles like highschool kids. He gave me the still warm shirt he was wearing and left in the cab. This was 15 years ago.
The pics are still on my bedroom wall, and the shirt is still on the back of the bedroom door. ( i should so sue brokeback mountain) Even 2 long term relationships later. I was just in a 12 year relationship with another guy whom i like very very much, but broke up with me last month. I dont know if i loved him but it was 12 years of comfortable relationship, and it will be difficult to do better.
Strangely two weeks after we broke up the first boy arrived nearby for a visit and invited my latest (and he thought still current) partner to toronto. I went alone and it was like 15 years hadnt happened. We would be a trainwreck together as he travels the world constantly and stays in godforsaken backwaters for months at a time, but one night....one night and i was 25 all over again.