Jmusmc85 year in review...What's your story???

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    Dec 22, 2012 3:32 AM GMT
    So 2012 has certainly been an....interesting year for me. Got out of a toxic 6 year relationship with my ex. Though it wasn't a surprise that it ended, it was still hard nonetheless. The fact that he was already seeing someone 2 weeks later and they both tried to make my life as difficult as possible didn't help either. He even had the audacity to take my dogs. I think I will miss them the most.

    I worked a full time job and took 21 fuckin credits (in one semester) at school so I could graduate earlier than I was scheduled to. Holy shit, was that difficult.

    I decided that I needed to forge my own way and start living for me. I spent 6 years chasing a selfish and unstable guy who in the end never had my best intentions in mind. So I decided I needed a change in scenery. I have always wanted to live in Miami and it had all the qualities I was looking for. For better or worse, it was everything DC was not. After graduation I would leave DC and move there by myself.

    As a graduation present to myself I went to Barcelona and Rome to "find" myself. I didn't find anything except myself in the bed of a handsome Dutchman, but it was still a great trip. Traveling alone forces you to meet knew people, try new things, and just face all your insecurities of being alone.

    Two days after I returned, I packed up everything that could fit in my car and made my way to Miami. I crashed at a friends house for a week before finding a permanent place. I had no job, very little money, and almost no support.

    Met an awesome guy here who had every single quality I was looking for in a man and partner. Unfortunately, the powers that be had other plans and the world lost him. I think we all know about that situation. But I am in a much better place now and take solace knowing he is at peace.

    It took awhile and certainly wasn't easy but everything has worked out in one way or another so far. I now live in South Beach, one of the most beautiful and interesting neighborhoods in the world, IMHO. I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel and looking forward to where life takes me.



    Here's hoping 2013 treats me better!!!!!!icon_biggrin.gif

    How was YOUR year?
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    Dec 22, 2012 3:37 AM GMT
    Kickass, man! Super proud of you. Keep it up and 2013 should be even better.

    And you traveled to Rome? Pretty freagin jealous !
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    Dec 22, 2012 3:51 AM GMT
    yourname2000 saidDamn....misread the title. icon_neutral.gif "Jmusmc85 rear in your view."


    I have the other title in the Sex & Adult forums.

    It's mostly just a run down of my tricks this year and their ratings....icon_neutral.gif
  • HottJoe

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    Dec 22, 2012 3:52 AM GMT
    Not quite as dramatic as the OP's, but very productive and rewarding, nonetheless. My bf and I did a lot of soul searching, and decorating. My work has been getting really exciting, and I'm hoping that 2013 will be my best year career wise. Also, RJ has been a nice getaway this year. So, thanks to all my fellow posters, for all the sexually perverted conversations, and lulz.icon_lol.gif

    Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukkah, and a very wonderful New Year to you all.
  • PR_GMR

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    Dec 22, 2012 4:09 AM GMT
    Started 2012 in Baltimore. Finally free from feelings from an entaglement with a selfish Puertorican which had happened a year before that. I had fun. I guess I did a bit of whoring myself. On February, the writing was on the wall that I needed another job, after things turned really ugly with my supervisor.

    On February, I met an interesting younger white guy whom I hung out with 6 weeks or so. I couldn't make my mind about if I wanted to be with him or not. By early May, when I knew I wanted something solid with him, his father got re-diagnosed with cancer and he wanted nothing to do with relationships as he was his caretaker. I had to let it go.

    I rekindled a platonic friendship with the selfish Puertorican, and seemed to be fine with that. But the day after I last saw him, things came to the last straw at my 13-year position. I couldn't take my horrible boss any longer and I simply quit. I felt liberated for a while.

    In mid-June, I received a brash offer from a NYC friend to move in with him. I had always wanted to move to the Big Apple and pursue my filmmaking career there. I said 'Yes' to his offer. The 'friend' took away the offer two weeks later, being the typical partying, unstable big city gay type. I decided to make my way to the Big Apple anyways under a new offer.

    Moved to NYC in mid-July. Left my apartment in the nicest neighborhood in Baltimore and landed in Sunset Park in Brooklyn. Shortly after that, I moved to Williamsburg, Brooklyn, where I experienced the trendiest neighborhood in America for about two months.

    I met and dated a hot Latin bottom who fell very fast for me. We had a connection, but I didn't feel any feelings for him. It wasn't meant to be. Things burned out after a few weeks--I was more interested in all the hot men NYC was offering--but we ended forging a friendship that's still standing to this day. I took a job at a restaurant.

    From the restaurant job, I transitioned to a retail job. I somehow made ends meet.. but still hadn't a way into the NYC film scene. I started hammering away at my feature length horror script. I hung in there. I fucked around here and there, only finding one night stands.

    Two weeks ago, I meet a hot European younger man who had been making online advances on me since I arrived in the city. I finally decided to take a chance and meet him despite his broken English and lack of online conversation skills. He turned out to be sweetest guy I have met in a very long time. I quickly caught feelings for him. But, he too, wasn't meant to be.. as he ran away the moment we started to get close. He's.. deathly afraid of love. On a night like tonight, I wish I was right beside him. Instead, I'm alone.

    I need a second job.. as I'm quickly going broke in the big city.

    On Christmas, I head back to Baltimore to visit family and friends. Will I continue to be in NYC in 2013? Only time will tell.

    I'm still standing. This was my 2012 year in review.
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:27 AM GMT
    Great story. I'm glad you had such an eventful year and kept a positive attitude.

    In this past year I've:

    Taken 24 units of college classes

    Got a PS Vita for myself (Very happy about that one)

    Had a hell of a good time with a bunch of video games

    And I've come to accept my own sexuality.

    Next year:
    Continue on my academic journey.
    and
    Play a bunch of video games.

    Everything else is gonna be a surprise.
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:28 AM GMT
    Had my first bukake this year, and it was all fun until some guy shot in my eyes. But I was a champ and sucked it up and made sure every guy in the room got to cum on me icon_evil.gif
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:30 AM GMT
    You go Jmusmc85

    My year

    - Fully Recovered from my Heart Surgery
    - Went on a long vacation to celebrate it
    - After 2 years of basically bed rest/not being active---Got back in the gym and played some sports
    - Lost my job (for financial reasons)
    - Rocky Road for a new position (hoping I got this job I have been waiting for)
    - Went to Florida for December
    - Started coming out to friends (so far so good)
    - Just ended my 2 year dry spell! icon_biggrin.gificon_biggrin.gificon_biggrin.gificon_biggrin.gif (best way to end the year)

    2013- Hope to get the job and hope to be fully out to everyone!
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:31 AM GMT
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    LovernotFighter saidHad my first bukake this year, and it was all fun until some guy shot in my eyes. But I was a champ and sucked it up and made sure every guy in the room got to cum on me icon_evil.gif

    Pics or it never happened. icon_twisted.gif


    I am sure there was a video of it as I saw few guys pulling out their phones. Thankfully by that time, my face was covered with cum so I dount anyone will recognize me
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:32 AM GMT
    yourname2000 said
    LovernotFighter saidHad my first bukake this year, and it was all fun until some guy shot in my eyes. But I was a champ and sucked it up and made sure every guy in the room got to cum on me icon_evil.gif

    Pics or it never happened. icon_twisted.gif


    Pretty sure it never happened.icon_confused.gif
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:32 AM GMT
    RadRTT saidYou go Jmusmc85

    My year

    - Fully Recovered from my Heart Surgery
    - Went on a long vacation to celebrate it
    - After 2 years of basically bed rest/not being active---Got back in the gym and played some sports
    - Lost my job (for financial reasons)
    - Rocky Road for a new position (hoping I got this job I have been waiting for)
    - Went to Florida for December
    - Started coming out to friends (so far so good)
    - Just ended my 2 year dry spell! icon_biggrin.gificon_biggrin.gificon_biggrin.gificon_biggrin.gif (best way to end the year)

    2013- Hope to get the job and hope to be fully out to everyone!


    Was this the same guy from earlier tonite?
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:32 AM GMT
    LovernotFighter saidHad my first bukake this year, and it was all fun until some guy shot in my eyes. But I was a champ and sucked it up and made sure every guy in the room got to cum on me icon_evil.gif


    Well clutch my pearls!!! icon_eek.gif

    This is a family thread!
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:33 AM GMT
    jmusmc85 said

    Was this the same guy from earlier tonite?
    YES...it was the first time in 2 years I had sex!
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:35 AM GMT
    RadRTT said
    jmusmc85 said

    Was this the same guy from earlier tonite?
    YES...it was the first time in 2 years I had sex!


    WOW.
    I don't think I could do it. I have come to realize I'm a very sexual person. I love (safe) sex. Can't help it.
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:36 AM GMT
    jmusmc85 said

    WOW.
    I don't think I could do it. I have come to realize I'm a very sexual person. I love (safe) sex. Can't help it.
    Well Ill even be more honest...this is my second partner...(I lost my virginity to my ex of 5 years) and never had sex with anyone else. icon_neutral.gif
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:36 AM GMT
    You bitches suck, here I am pouring my heart out and you dont say a word.

    There, deleted it, now no one knows icon_twisted.gif
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:36 AM GMT
    jmusmc85 said
    RadRTT said
    jmusmc85 said

    Was this the same guy from earlier tonite?
    YES...it was the first time in 2 years I had sex!


    WOW.
    I don't think I could do it. I have come to realize I'm a very sexual person. I love (safe) sex. Can't help it.


    Glad you are safe.
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:36 AM GMT
    jmusmc85 said
    RadRTT said
    jmusmc85 said

    Was this the same guy from earlier tonite?
    YES...it was the first time in 2 years I had sex!


    WOW.
    I don't think I could do it. I have come to realize I'm a very sexual person. I love (safe) sex. Can't help it.


    Same man, I love sex. Most of the time I tell my dude to wrap it up but a big throbbing cock exploding inside you also feels great icon_redface.gif
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:36 AM GMT
    RadRTT said
    jmusmc85 said

    WOW.
    I don't think I could do it. I have come to realize I'm a very sexual person. I love (safe) sex. Can't help it.
    Well Ill even be more honest...this is my second partner...(I lost my virginity to my ex of 5 years) and never had sex with anyone else. icon_neutral.gif


    Do you judge people like me? Do I disgust you? Huh? HUHHH?!??
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:37 AM GMT
    RadRTT said
    jmusmc85 said

    WOW.
    I don't think I could do it. I have come to realize I'm a very sexual person. I love (safe) sex. Can't help it.
    Well Ill even be more honest...this is my second partner...(I lost my virginity to my ex of 5 years) and never had sex with anyone else. icon_neutral.gif


    So, this is just the start???icon_cool.gif
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:38 AM GMT
    jmusmc85 said
    Do you judge people like me? Do I disgust you? Huh? HUHHH?!??
    No...to each their own...
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:45 AM GMT
    Chainers saidYou bitches suck, here I am pouring my heart out and you dont say a word.

    There, deleted it, now no one knows icon_twisted.gif


    RadRtt hijacked the thread. None of our stories matter now. icon_razz.gif
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:45 AM GMT
    WaytoDawn saidGreat story. I'm glad you had such an eventful year and kept a positive attitude.

    In this past year I've:

    Taken 24 units of college classes

    Got a PS Vita for myself (Very happy about that one)

    Had a hell of a good time with a bunch of video games

    And I've come to accept my own sexuality.

    Next year:
    Continue on my academic journey.
    and
    Play a bunch of video games.

    Everything else is gonna be a surprise.


    You should stop playing so much video games. I don't think it should be something that is a high light of your year. icon_neutral.gif

    Why don't you think of a new hobby? Something outside where you can meet new people.
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:46 AM GMT
    Chainers saidYou bitches suck, here I am pouring my heart out and you dont say a word.

    There, deleted it, now no one knows icon_twisted.gif


    I read your story Chainers!!!

    Montana has mellowed you out. Remember all our DIVA FIGHTS when I first came on here???
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    Dec 22, 2012 4:48 AM GMT
    Chainers saidYou bitches suck, here I am pouring my heart out and you dont say a word.

    There, deleted it, now no one knows icon_twisted.gif
    I sowwy...icon_redface.gif HUGZZZ