jayatl56 saidThanks for the comments.
I was molested as a kid by an uncle. I'm sure that has had a negative affect on my attempts at LTR. That said, I did have a 4 year relationship that was monogamous until HE was found cheating.
Now, I just like sex, period. I can have sex everyday and just look for new guys to hook up with. Guys call me back to hook up again but I make an excuse and find someone else. Or - and this happens alot - I'm just not in the mood for one reason or another. And I am picky about who I sleep with. And always safe.
I'm not going to assume anything about what you've already done, but I will suggest that your molestation is definitely grounds to see a therapist if you think it will be helpful. I wasn't molested, but therapy has helped me make a lot of connections from my past and link those experiences to present day behaviors. Finding a good therapist really helped me have a nonjudgmental, unbiased frame of reference in looking at myself.
If you ever want to chat more about it, just message me.