It's a little bit long story but I'll try to be short... It was about a guy who I always liked in school, we weren't very friends but he always smile to me very happy and he made me so nervous because of that, I'm too shy actually... I liked him a lot and he was so manly that I just got scared haha... too much testosterone for me! I didn't think he was gay (or bi) because he just broke up with his 2 year girlfriend at that time... And every time he tried to talk with me I just got super nervous and tried to avoid him... You know he just asked how was my day and I just responded "good, thanks" and you know I couldn't hold a conversation with him and I was trying to look apathetic. But anyway I noticed that he looked at me too much and when I saw him smiling to me..
. Anddd damn I need to be shorter... Ok in my birthday party, I invited him 'cause, you know we weren't very friends but we're in the same circle though (I invited so many people anyway)... And I just bought too much fuckin' Tequila for everyone and later I was super super drunk, the party was in the terrace of my apartment so I just was feeling so dizzy and I wanted to go to my room, inside the apartment there were just a few people but my room was closed so I think he followed me, I was about to enter to my room and then I feel he hugs from behind, and he whispered in my ear that why I always tried to avoid him, that he just wanted to take care of me and love me, and I was like
, I told him all the truth... and then I kissed him and you know I always get horny when I'm drunk so I suck his dick and then we fucked... But that's not important in my story.. We weren't in a proper relationship after that, it was strange and very hurting, he didn't want to admit that he felt attraction for men and you know too many problems for that, but that's not the point... The point it's that I always will remember those words... when he hugged me so strong and asked me to stop avoiding him and when he told me that he wanted to take care of me, it was so romantic! I fell in love automatically after that.. (at that time I just felt a strong physical attraction for him) and that's it, fuck I tried to not be so long. Anyway
I don't speak the language very well so sorry for my grammar guys!! I hope it has been understandable!!