Love (and Break-up) Letters Never Sent

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    Feb 25, 2013 7:46 AM GMT
    "Need to vent out your thoughts and emotions, but can't say it out? Write 'em out!"

    Perhaps you have a stubborn significant other, a jaded ex-lover, or a secret crush - but just can't seem to muster up the strength to tell them what you really think?

    May this thread be a repository of those love (or break-up) letters that we never send. You know you need to vent it out, so let 'em all out...
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    Feb 25, 2013 8:14 AM GMT
    Here goes... I wrote the stuff below when I was in my first "official" relationship back in April 2012 (it was an online one, ended in 2 months, and got me depressed for 7 months -- I know, I know). Anyway, I was head over heels for the first few days. On the 3rd day, I wrote my feelings in my email draft, but never sent it to anyone. Copying and pasting here...


    Best description of my feelings for the first 3 days:

    Day 1: Uber-happy. Duh. ask Rich. XD

    Day 2: Surreal. I was doubting how real it is, which I think is normal after feeling extreme happiness. Also, questions were starting to form in my head -- I guess, I had to ask myself questions in order to protect myself from getting hurt and depressed. I answered all of 'em and realized that most questions in life are answered with: "idk".

    Day 3: Confirmation and Acceptance. Since I was wondering yesterday how real it is, I ended up reading our history (text and chat logs) -- trying to figure out if all we have is a joke. In the end, what I got was a confirmation... a confirmation that I have feelings for you all along, babe. I was just too oblivious. Also, came with it was a realization that we have invested much time and emotion. Only committed people would invest such -- I guess, we're committed to this. I've also accepted that whatever this is -- it's where I wanna be. =)

    ========= EOM

    (Man, I'm so gayyyy...)
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    Feb 25, 2013 8:54 AM GMT
    I hate how we're in an open relationship. When I think about you hooking up with other people I get jealous. I know I'm allowed to hook up to, but I can't help but to feel guilty whenever I do. Then when we spend the night together I think that it's okay, because I know that you love me, and not them. Then we're separated by borders again, that feeling of love leaves and I'm left with nothing.

    I feel better, now that I expressed my feelings to strangers icon_redface.gif