Mar 03, 2013 10:00 AM GMT
When I was younger I wanted a wife and 2 kids - because it was normal. When I realized all of that changed for a while. Like I had pushed a restart button. When really it wasn't be starting over as much as it was me turning a page. Now that I have gotten older I still want a family but how can I even bring a family into the picture when I can't find a decent guy. None have I found to want less than sex and more of love. Like a lost boy I wonder through looking for that cabin in the wilderness. The hope of life. The promise of my heart. Does anyone else feel like gays haven't but bed partners to look forward to? Even on here so many are just throwing themselves out there hoping for someone to give them the time of day. Where have we come from - better asked - Where are we going that we have lost our since and desire for real love? I understand that we gays are limited, we don't have as many places to go, not like the breeders. Being so, I understand that there is less room to spread out. I should assume such various expressions on this sightly (though, most are the very same expression of promiscuity). I just...I want more for us. I want normalcy. I don't want to have to shift through so much to find something decent (often time abused and scarred). Does anyone else feel this way?