Your first love

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    Mar 09, 2013 8:11 PM GMT
    How did he steal your heart? How did he lose it, if at all? Do you still love him? Was he the one that got away or the one you let go for reasons that seem stupid in retrospect?
  • HottJoe

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    Mar 09, 2013 9:32 PM GMT
    He cut it out. It was slippery. No. Yes. No.
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    Mar 09, 2013 9:43 PM GMT
    Dante_101 saidHow did he steal your heart? How did he lose it, if at all? Do you still love him? Was he the one that got away or the one you let go for reasons that seem stupid in retrospect?
    He stole my heart by being the only openly gay guy in town (I came out after moving in with him).

    He lost my heart after becoming a hardcore alcoholic and drug addict.

    Nope, don't love him anymore.

    He's the one I let go for totally obvious reasons (and last I heard, he's now in prison for life on the 'three strikes your out' law).
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    Mar 09, 2013 9:44 PM GMT


    I don't miss him at all.
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  • HottJoe

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    Mar 09, 2013 9:48 PM GMT
    Edward24 said

    I don't miss him at all.
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    I liked what you said before you edited it, haha.
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    Mar 09, 2013 9:51 PM GMT
    HottJoe said
    Edward24 said

    I don't miss him at all.
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    I liked what you said before you edited it, haha.



    Lol. He deserved it though

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  • Andrushka

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    Mar 09, 2013 10:38 PM GMT
    Guy took my heart with surprises, with being honest and interesting. With sharing and with giving. He got all my attention and care! Then he decided he is not really ready for serious relationship and he broke up with me with asking to stay friends cos he really cares about me. It's been more than 2 years we are separate and not even seeing each other cos of distance. And yes, I do love him and always will, but not the same way as I used to! The weirdest thing was that he broke up with me and stayed friends. What ended up being friends with benefits. And when I suggested to stop talking and delete each other from Facebook cos it was a bit too hard for me, he refused to do that saying he loves me and cares about me. But still no choice to be together. I guess he was my love of my life! icon_smile.gif

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    Mar 09, 2013 10:55 PM GMT
    Dante_101 saidHow did he steal your heart? How did he lose it, if at all? Do you still love him? Was he the one that got away or the one you let go for reasons that seem stupid in retrospect?


    I've realized recently I haven't actually been in love. I've had multiple LTRs lasting years, and I've said I love you, but don't think I was actually ever "in love". Suppose its the old cliche of having to love yourself, before being able to love someone else; which is something I've accomplished in the last few months. icon_smile.gif
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    Mar 10, 2013 12:30 AM GMT
    I still have him.
  • calibro

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    Mar 10, 2013 1:17 AM GMT
    my first love was cake
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    Mar 10, 2013 1:18 AM GMT
    He-Man.
  • HottJoe

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    Mar 10, 2013 1:19 AM GMT
    calibro saidmy first love was cake


    It wasn't like some kind of American Pie thing, was it?icon_eek.gif
  • HottJoe

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    Mar 10, 2013 1:20 AM GMT
    rickmenbashi saidHe-Man.


    He-Man was more like porn for me.
  • calibro

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    Mar 10, 2013 1:23 AM GMT
    HottJoe said
    calibro saidmy first love was cake


    It wasn't like some kind of American Pie thing, was it?icon_eek.gif


    i said cake, not pie
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    Mar 10, 2013 1:24 AM GMT
    calibro saidmy first love was cake


    mmm...batter
  • HottJoe

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    Mar 10, 2013 1:26 AM GMT
    calibro said
    HottJoe said
    calibro saidmy first love was cake


    It wasn't like some kind of American Pie thing, was it?icon_eek.gif


    i said cake, not pie


    My bad! I was picturing you covered in frosting, and... wellicon_redface.gif
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    Mar 10, 2013 1:28 AM GMT
    I stole his. He decided to steal someone else's. Hell no. Again, hell no!
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    Mar 10, 2013 1:28 AM GMT
    My first love...icon_redface.gif
    He had this amazing song he would sing to me icon_redface.gif

    Then I found out he was singing it to someone else. icon_evil.gif

    I got back at that stupid Purple Dinosaur icon_evil.gificon_evil.gificon_evil.gif
  • calibro

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    Mar 10, 2013 1:29 AM GMT
    HottJoe said
    calibro said
    HottJoe said
    calibro saidmy first love was cake


    It wasn't like some kind of American Pie thing, was it?icon_eek.gif


    i said cake, not pie


    My bad! I was picturing you covered in frosting, and... wellicon_redface.gif


    i made cardamom cream cheese frosting yesterday to go with a carrot cake...
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    Mar 10, 2013 1:29 AM GMT
    My who? icon_confused.gif
  • Montague

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    Mar 10, 2013 1:31 AM GMT
    My first car a 2006 Dodge Charger...we had so many good death defying times together and was with me through lots of ups and downs.
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    Mar 10, 2013 1:34 AM GMT
    About 11 years ago...We met. We talked. I invited him over. We made out. We watched movies and made out some more. A week goes by and all we have done so far is have long talks, kiss and neck. He invites me over and we talk some more and make out some more. While doing so I finally reach for his cock finally I'm just gona go for it... then he pulls my hand away and tells me he's just not that into me. Then he tells me hes a Mormon. facepalm It took me about two months for my heart to stop wanting him. Why oh why oh God do we fall for people who don't want us, toy with our emotions and are beyond our mental help?
  • thegaymessiah

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    Mar 10, 2013 1:38 AM GMT
    he was egoless and used to being ignored. he was very cute and boyish masculine mixed. he had a queer gayness in him mixed with raw straight male masculinity, which is the best of both worlds to me.

    because he knew what it was like to be bullied he was very compassionate and caring which turned me on. he was super protective of me, if anybody tried to fuck w/me he always told them off.

    he grew on me slowly over time, because he wasn't a charmer. he lacked a lot of narcissism so he was hard to notice, and he appeared 'boring' as first but i realized it's exactly what i needed: another gay male who was also sensitive and warm-hearted and caring. relationship wise he is perfect for me really although i enjoy the more narcissistic side of gay porn you can't really 'fall in love' with that realistically.

    he got fucked over in life a lot and has a victim complex.... he's like some tortured homoerotic puppy and i don't think i'll ever love anybody as deeply as that. he has a lot of issues but in truth im a patient fixer upper and i don't care. i'm not the type of person that tells somebody that 'getting a job and social status will make everything better.' idk im a loser magnet. maybe in the future i'll find somebody like him but that's more stable and more self confident to work realistically and stuff but i'll never stop loving him cuz it doesn't work that way.
  • HottJoe

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    Mar 10, 2013 1:40 AM GMT
    Aristoshark saidHe didn't steal my heart. He stole my wallet.

    Okay, I'm kidding. Really? He vanished on me one day, simply gone. I didn't find out why until this year....turns out he'd been murdered. I never knew, All those years I thought he'd simply dumped me and moved away.


    Oh, that's so tragic.icon_sad.gif
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    Mar 10, 2013 2:06 AM GMT
    Dante_101 saidHow did he steal your heart? How did he lose it, if at all? Do you still love him? Was he the one that got away or the one you let go for reasons that seem stupid in retrospect?


    He stole it in so many ways... how we clicked when we first met, how he looked at me, how he saw me at my worst and still believed in me...

    He lost it because he entertained another guy. I became paranoid and insecure 100% of the time, which made things a million times worse.

    Will always love him. The only person I have ever loved.

    It was stupid. The entire shitty process of breaking up was horse shit and stupid.