Mar 09, 2013 10:51 PM GMT
OK, so,...I was born and raised in a different country. ... Due to a FUCKED up childhood, I was exposed to a lot of sexually related situation... ANYHOW... Since I was a teen, I have dabbled in the homosexual acts thing. My first time knowing about jerking it was due to a male friend...and ive have some encounters (no penetration)... WELL...Im married (to a woman), a wonderful, loving, caring, gift from God, whom I love with all that is within me. I consider myself to be straight and would not in anyway think of being involved (in a relationship) with a guy, However, I've found myself having desired to be sexual with a dude. I have my preferences of course, but I just find it strange that I even feel the way I do because of my faith and my emotions and the fact that I dont consider being capable of being in a relationship or want it, but... what is wrong with me that makes me desire or (within reason) be willing to be sexually involved with someone of the same sex?