anthony2394 saidI only chatted with some few awesome people , but I feel like most guys just want sex . I would like Friends and a Relationship but I feel like it's non existent in the Gay Community unless you are really good looking and fit . I feel hopless alone and don't know what to do anymore . I'm not gonna change myself to fit a certain image I am myself and if that deals with me being single for the rest of my life then so be it . I think I am funny , nice , and attractive caring Person .
man, i did the same thing on friday night.
deleted the okcupid, adam4adam and this website profile too. i got tired of the total narcissism, borderline sociopathy, arrogance, ignorance, fakeness, shallowness and for that matter the lack of respect for other individuals and even people themselves that made me go like "you know what, i don't think i'm in the right place". out of 1 or 2 real people, there seemed to be 10 or 12 people that were delusional or outthere. you know, i'm far from a perfect person. i have my issues and the whole nine that i have to deal with. i'm into dealing with reality even if it hurts me or is hard to stomach where i avoid it, run to the hill and etc.
but one thing that i CAN'T and REFUSE to do is to constantly stay in an atmosphere where people are basically living in a fake world or a false sense of reality. me, i simply want to deal with someone who is realistic and is willing to deal with what's in front of us whether it be crying about our problems, admitting that we're broke, trying to do better for ourselves and etc. basically a guy that's a friend. bros before hos. being preoccupied with sex, finding a hunky guy that looks good and seems to only be concerned with loving all day is very boring and not all the time, i'm going to be like that. most definitely not going to force it either. i would love to have sex, date, kiss and etc BUT that's not all i want though. i want to do the same things i do with my friends with him. play pool, hockey, go to a movie, go hiking, be silly, crack jokes, listening to me, allowing me to vent, encouraging me to cry because i'm depressed, showing support with me getting help and etc. all i ask of a potential boyfriend is to be himself. that's it. simple things like that to me are more romantic and matter to me than a kiss or sex.