you're acting like you have a choice in terms of celebrating. your birthday is on new year's eve.
me on the other hand, i look forward to my birthday even though it's been years since i've formally had a celebration for it. maybe back when i was a kid when my mom would give me a birthday with the candles and balloons. over the last decade, i'll just get some money, a birthday gift, some cards from my family with them wishing me a happy birthday. i MIGHT celebrate it though this go round since my birthday falls on a saturday.
gonna go to a gay club and i think i know which spot to go. hopefully, i'm off of zoloft by then because i can't drink while being on it.