I am left handed but my left arm is now paralyzed so I am forced to adapt and cope with using my off-hand to do everything.
In my dreams I can still write with my left hand and often in that half-asleep state when just waking up I can still feel a pen in my left hand and I am just so sure that if only I could just try it in that nanosecond could do it.
I have dreams of being able to pick up a pen with sudden ease, and I can feel my hand "writing" my signature and admiring the product with amazement.
Then I wake up and it still doesn't work.
I hate having those dreams now. I do not like to feel the loss again.
I CAN write with my right hand (after a fashion) in a scrawl that I can barely decipher but I rely on my partner to write things down for me.
It makes one oddly reliant on others.