May 10, 2013 7:40 AM GMT
It's 3:40 am and I don't know why I am writing this but I am in a very confused place right now emotionally. Can I talk to someone just to unburden my mind?
graniteknighte saidMom will be back from her business conference (yay out of state business conferences that drag out away from things ) by Monday so yeah its another 3 days of silence. (More backgrounds, please don't try and placate someone who suffers from depression with "everyone gets lonely sometimes" for some even basic situations like this can be emotionally crushing a bit )
graniteknighte saidI'm just still all jumbled up and I don't know what emotion to process first.
graniteknighte saidI'm just angry, deep down truly inside that im not worth what they(read as: the "betters" of society, the hotter, more attractive etc) are that I never got the attention they did, say what you will) but no one ever stopped and told me, reinforced in me "Hey, these are your positive traits" these make you a worthwhile person, so I'm here just average bloody me and that's not worth much is it?
Any advice guys?
graniteknighte saidHow can I know if I've never been taught to recognize them?
graniteknighte saidI'm just still all jumbled up and I don't know what emotion to process first.colleges usually offer counseling for free...