May 20, 2013 5:34 AM GMT
Hey guys- This is the first post I think I have made to the Body Building section of the forum and well I have a problem. I've always had self image issues tying in with self worth issues. Keeping that in mind let's look at the progress I have made since this past summer. I have dropped like 60+ pounds from where I was at before- now in this summer I have continued to thin out some (yay for a physically demanding job) but I'm just not seeing what I want to yet- I realize I have no access to any weights so that prevents a lot of the heavy lifting which would help me but I just I crave the beauty that some of you guys have (big sexy pecs abs/no love handles etc) and I just I want to get there but I don't know how and it eats at my self esteem and worth and compounds the image issues.