Demons Haunting me

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    May 28, 2013 11:24 PM GMT
    I don't want to sound psychotic, but I have the feeling that demons may be haunting me. Ever since I was a little boy there were some nights where I was too scared to go to sleep because I always thought that there was something that will always come after me and do every horrible thing that can possibly be done to a human. Usually at night I would be scared to walk through the house because I always felt there would be something waiting for me around the corner or behind the door. There was always nothing there every time and I believe there always will be nothing but I feel like something is lurking in the dark and watching me and roaming in my presence.

    In 6th grade two nights in a row when I was trying to lay down for sleep in the basement, I felt a rush of heat shockwave throughout my body and I felt like passing out, my head got heavy, I started swaying, and a bad taste was in my mouth, but it all lasted for about 5 seconds and went away in a millisecond. My freshmen year of high school some nights when I was trying to go to sleep I felt like I was shocked back awake, but there was no shock feeling however. My body jumped awake but no stimulus, but I did feel a wave of fear take over my body. I was even baptized my freshmen year icon_sad.gif

    Last night the haunting happened again, I didn't sleep all night do to fear, I went to this website for comfort to feel good. I felt better but I still feel as if a presence is in the room moving around and trying to get my attention. I've had a few heat flashes and in the dark my Nicki Minaj poster seemed to morph, I guess that was the affects of the darkness? Today I am a little scared to navigate my home, but I'm never scared threw daylight until this time.

    My mother has told me that demons have possessed me, I'd rather not talk about the evidence. And she says that the demons are making me think i'm gay or make me want to be gay or make me wish to be with a man. I don't know if that's it but I don't think it is or know what it is. The demons also made me be atheist in m teen years and do all kinds of other bad stuff when I was a teenager that I don't want to talk about.

    I know to a lot of you that I sound like a psychopath and you might think that I am crazy. But if you honestly think that I may be possessed or am haunted by demons or cursed please talk to me. I try to do as much good as I can, I pray everyday and night, and often in-between, I read my bible every night before I go to bed. I do what I can to help people, by donating money to all sorts of causes child cancer, the homeless, endangered animals, child abuse cases etc. I pray for me, my family, my friends, and people of the Earth and for all organic creatures to live in peace and do the right thing. I don't discriminate by anything unless people discriminate with bigotry themselves, then I try to get them out of it unless I'm targeted and there's nothing I can do. I don't judge people by their race, religion, age, gender, disability, identity, community, sexual orientation, political views, class, or rank in society or anything else you can list that's superficial. I don't even judge people and try to be friends with or at least be nice to everyone. I've tried so hard to be good, do the right thing, and improve my character, but why should this happen?

    I know i'm not the only one whose dealt with demon terror. I am real scared right now, for me, my life, and others around me. I want to do good in the world not bad, and do God's will not the devils. please if anyone out there have a good character please reach out and help me. I will always reach out and try to help you or anyone else who needs it.
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    May 29, 2013 12:39 AM GMT
    No, you don't sound like a psychopath.

    and no, There's no such thing as demons, everything originates from our mind.
    Spirituality is good to read, but it'll lose its purpose if superstition enters mind.
    It's fear that is haunting you, not demons, many people believe in demons more than they believe in god.
    try to Overcome fear by learning how to differentiate what's real and what's illusion.
    As Jesus said"If someone takes your coat, give him your cloak as well; if he makes you go a mile with him, go with him two."
    If you believe that demons are trying to possess you, don't fear, don't resist, welcome them and surrender yourself.
    Then you'll discover that nothing can hurt you. And your 'fear' in its nature itself is the demon that is haunting you.

    Don't listen to people who believes in superstition, because they themselves are lost in touch with reality.
    The only curse you have is superstition, but you can shake it away anytime by simply realizing that good or evil, everything comes from within, not without.
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    May 29, 2013 3:23 AM GMT
    I often can't fall asleep at night and sometimes jolt awake just as I'm falling asleep. I used to think I had sleep apnea but then my boyfriend told me that when I fall asleep each of my muscle groups in my body twitches. This is a normal cycle that your body goes through when you fall asleep to incapacitate your muscles so you don't walk in your sleep when you dream. When I was a kid I used to sleep walk. I don't anymore, but sometimes, the twitching of my muscles when I fall asleep cause me to jolt awake, I guess because they are a little more exaggerated than most people. I do find that playing soft music at a low volume helps me fall asleep because it gives my brain something to focus on but it also relaxing.
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    Sep 22, 2013 7:29 PM GMT
    Although I'm a Christian, I don't believe in demons or demonic possession. But you clearly are suffering, and it makes sense to get help.

    I'd start with a good physical exam, as some of the symptoms you're having are associated with specific physical and mental illnesses. Schizophrenia also is often associated with feelings of ghosts, apparitions, and spiritual experiences, so it's something you shouldn't rule out.

    You also might talk with a clergy person about your experiences. Be careful, though--choosing the wrong person could inject a lot of confusion into the situation. Consider going with someone from one of the gay-friendly denominations or faiths. Reform Jews are good with the issue, as are some mainline Protestant faiths. My own church, The Episcopal Church, actually has anti-discrimination as part of its canons, so most will be very comfortable with the issue.

    At any rate, I'd explore this one further, and if there are medical or psychological issues afoot, get help for those.

    Please keep us posted. I care what happens to you.
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    Sep 24, 2013 7:05 AM GMT
    Western is so good in their modernization but they'd lost techique to survive from those demonic creatures. Besides your pople exorcism is not eficient and expensive.
    let me tell you some 'stupid' way to find an evidence of your case. Just spread the rice flour in your room floor everynight. For a week. And try to get another room to sleep. After a week you check that room, if you find something like human footprint on your floor it means your house is haunted. But if you didnt find anything....try to call a physiciater.
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    Oct 20, 2013 10:03 AM GMT
    I suggest you see a doctor or a psychiatrist. I'm a Christian as well but I actually suspect you're being emotionally abused and spiritually abused by your mother who is despicably telling you demons are after you. That creates paranoia etc. I suggest you see a psychologist who is trained and accredited and also is a Christian . I think you may have a chemical imbalance or something .

    I've been down this road of demons and deliverance . It's never ever ended well. Fundamentalist Christians propagate bullshit and it can end up in extreme anxiety, spiritual paranoia and for some .. Psychosis .

    Demons do exist but I don't think that's the issue here. The issue is that you seem to have picked up anxiety from others .

    I think your mother should be ashamed of herself for the fear she is projecting on you.
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    Oct 20, 2013 11:23 PM GMT
    Just get an exorcism! That, and a new haircut, and you'll be hot!!icon_biggrin.gif
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    Feb 23, 2014 2:06 PM GMT
    Im a christian , i do believe in these things and have seen many such things as Iraq is the place where Baal , existed and most biblical prophets came here to preach but in your case u need a calmness you definitely are from a mental disorder nothing more , contact me for any help
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    Mar 01, 2014 10:35 PM GMT
    QuasarMarauder7 saidI don't want to sound psychotic, but I have the feeling that demons may be haunting me. Ever since I was a little boy there were some nights where I was too scared to go to sleep because I always thought that there was something that will always come after me and do every horrible thing that can possibly be done to a human. Usually at night I would be scared to walk through the house because I always felt there would be something waiting for me around the corner or behind the door. There was always nothing there every time and I believe there always will be nothing but I feel like something is lurking in the dark and watching me and roaming in my presence.

    In 6th grade two nights in a row when I was trying to lay down for sleep in the basement, I felt a rush of heat shockwave throughout my body and I felt like passing out, my head got heavy, I started swaying, and a bad taste was in my mouth, but it all lasted for about 5 seconds and went away in a millisecond. My freshmen year of high school some nights when I was trying to go to sleep I felt like I was shocked back awake, but there was no shock feeling however. My body jumped awake but no stimulus, but I did feel a wave of fear take over my body. I was even baptized my freshmen year icon_sad.gif

    Last night the haunting happened again, I didn't sleep all night do to fear, I went to this website for comfort to feel good. I felt better but I still feel as if a presence is in the room moving around and trying to get my attention. I've had a few heat flashes and in the dark my Nicki Minaj poster seemed to morph, I guess that was the affects of the darkness? Today I am a little scared to navigate my home, but I'm never scared threw daylight until this time.

    My mother has told me that demons have possessed me, I'd rather not talk about the evidence. And she says that the demons are making me think i'm gay or make me want to be gay or make me wish to be with a man. I don't know if that's it but I don't think it is or know what it is. The demons also made me be atheist in m teen years and do all kinds of other bad stuff when I was a teenager that I don't want to talk about.

    I know to a lot of you that I sound like a psychopath and you might think that I am crazy. But if you honestly think that I may be possessed or am haunted by demons or cursed please talk to me. I try to do as much good as I can, I pray everyday and night, and often in-between, I read my bible every night before I go to bed. I do what I can to help people, by donating money to all sorts of causes child cancer, the homeless, endangered animals, child abuse cases etc. I pray for me, my family, my friends, and people of the Earth and for all organic creatures to live in peace and do the right thing. I don't discriminate by anything unless people discriminate with bigotry themselves, then I try to get them out of it unless I'm targeted and there's nothing I can do. I don't judge people by their race, religion, age, gender, disability, identity, community, sexual orientation, political views, class, or rank in society or anything else you can list that's superficial. I don't even judge people and try to be friends with or at least be nice to everyone. I've tried so hard to be good, do the right thing, and improve my character, but why should this happen?

    I know i'm not the only one whose dealt with demon terror. I am real scared right now, for me, my life, and others around me. I want to do good in the world not bad, and do God's will not the devils. please if anyone out there have a good character please reach out and help me. I will always reach out and try to help you or anyone else who needs it.


    If you're still on this forum send me a PM and i'll give me your number. I've worked with the same kinds of things your experiencing and would love to help point you in the right direction if I can.
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    Mar 01, 2014 11:57 PM GMT
    They do exist
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    Mar 02, 2014 10:44 AM GMT
    Lov you are ok, the fear you have in your mind is due to some childhood drama you are not consciously aware of.There is no evil or good...there is just energy....everything in this world is made out of energy...EVERYTHING...the way you see the things around you become real because you make them real, if u stop attracting this type of energy in your life it will go away...praying wont help if u dont believe it will...nor does trying to make everybody happy when you are scared and paranoiac.I advice you to see a psychologist(its no shame in that, people have stress, fears, sadness...we all have our demons).Try going on a little vacation, relax yourself, try to meditate...find your inner self and analyze where could the root of this problem be. Im thinking by the way your mother talked with you she isnt very accepting of the fact ur gay if she puts a burden on your life to make u think u have been made by demons to like men.You might think that this doesn't affect you but somewhere in ur soul ur broken.Detach yourself from people who make you uncomfortable, go out, meet new people, find a room mate, you are not possessed and you are not in danger...demons are a reflection of our own trauma...there real only in the things we experienced in our lifes...the real demons are people who hurt other people...nothing more...be strong and face your fears and once u passed that bridge never look back no matter who those people are in your life right now.
    Have a beautiful day!
    Chris.
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    Mar 04, 2014 2:11 PM GMT
    YourName2000 said
    _Behemoth_ saidThey do exist

    Only in minds where there is little else, imo. icon_confused.gif

    I'm not sure the OP is still here. His issue could be anything from an overactive imagination to full-blown schizophrenia. When I read things like his post my response is to suggest immediate professional help, and avoid the amateur speculation that may harm more than help. And give a possible troll the amusement he's actually seeking.