May 29, 2013 4:19 AM GMT
I don't think I'm suicidal or anything, I go through random bouts of depression like every other human, but for the last five years or so, whether I am happy or sad, I have this underlying feeling that life is pointless. It's not always a tragic hopeless feeling, even in calm, reflective, and seemingly content moments I feel this way. I'm just wondering if anyone else has felt this way. And I want to get better because I don't think it is normal to be this dark all the time.