hey, guys.. check this out. so, a few days ago i finally texted a guy that i met at a frat meeting way back in january and i wasn't sure about his orientation.. well, i flat out asked him out about a week ago. I'm not sure what the verdict is on this but, i delivered some lines (albeit cheesy) that i didn't even know i was capable of and i'm kind of proud of myself, to be honest.
i hinted at things before and he let on that he had a girlfriend. i think they broke up shortly after and i hadn't spoken to him in months but i couldn't get him out of my mind.
he and i got very close super fast and we would hang out from time to time. without getting too into details, he came over once. we watched a movie, lit some candles and we sat for a chat. couldn't keep my hands off him and he didn't seem to mind. i remained respectful but gah, how that night called to be picture perfect if it had ended in a kiss.
i did the only thing a romantic would do and i just went for it in whichever way i thought best.
in retrospect, it's almost painful to read... also, keep in mind that he's italian; raised in paris before he moved to spain and then followed it by moving to the states.
here's how it went:
Me: so, you're single?
Him: Why u ask that
Me: i'd like to know.
Him: Why you have a girlfriend for me?
Me: no, i was gonna ask u out to dinner.
Him: I already told you man
Me: what do you think would happen after dinner?
Him: Nothing for sure ;)
Me: i have a few things in mind. let me know if you'd like me to share them with you.
Him: Ok tell me wich ones
Me: i'd start with a salad. u and me catching up on a lovely night.
then an appetizer. me staring at you and telling u i haven't stopped thinking about you since the first day i fucking saw you.
main course. your eyes glitter. you tell me you're mine.
and for dessert i'll give you the stars.
Him: You are really wrong man i think you dont really understand that i like only girls
I didn't get the date but i got closure and a new sense of dignity after putting myself so far out there.
I went so far that i seriously think i even saw Piscine floating by on his little raft with that fierce ass tiger.
I would've melted and then confessed my love before i accepted a forthcoming proposal if someone delivered the lines that i did to me.