Jun 24, 2013 10:37 AM GMT
Many of the guys who are really into me, who have chased or flirted with me for months, always said hi to me first for months...are the ones I'm not interested in. Even if they play hard to get and do all the tricks and rules to make men attracted to them, I'm still not interested. Not that I FORCE myself not be interested, but even after TRYING myself to be interested in them, it just doesn't happen. I go on a couple of dates, and it's just not there. I did it tonight, and ended up feeling like shit. I can't even sleep because the guy is over right now spending the night and I'm not into him like couple weeks ago at the bar. I thought I could just meet him again and feel something, I didn't. I ended up telling him that, as I'm not the type of punk ass bitch to pull fade-a-ways and shit.
Meanwhile, turn the tables around and all the guys I feel a connection with are never into me that much or aren't looking to date, or have a boyfriend already. Or they are interested, but they want me to do all the work with little in return.
I have about 6 or 7 guys in the past who were into me that way and to this day still are, but I'm not looking to go there. Not that they are ugly or unattractive or anything, but it's just not there. Sometimes I feel like I've been given some weird perception of type. Like you notice many guys who are together sort of resemble each other on some scale? Whether it be dress, attraction, beard growth, etc. I'm just not like that. I tend to go for the hottest guy in the room regardless of what they look like and how we'd look together. I also realize I may not be the hottest guy in the room either (not that I feel that way, just saying rhetorically)...but that's where the imbalance comes in.
Meanwhile, turn the tables around and all the guys I feel a connection with are never into me that much or aren't looking to date, or have a boyfriend already. Or they are interested, but they want me to do all the work with little in return.
I have about 6 or 7 guys in the past who were into me that way and to this day still are, but I'm not looking to go there. Not that they are ugly or unattractive or anything, but it's just not there. Sometimes I feel like I've been given some weird perception of type. Like you notice many guys who are together sort of resemble each other on some scale? Whether it be dress, attraction, beard growth, etc. I'm just not like that. I tend to go for the hottest guy in the room regardless of what they look like and how we'd look together. I also realize I may not be the hottest guy in the room either (not that I feel that way, just saying rhetorically)...but that's where the imbalance comes in.
