i2ci2i saidDay One, temptation isn't getting the better of me, but I woke up naked because I found the covers too hot again, and I had morning wood, I am already wondering why I decided to take this vow in the first place.
Indeed, I wonder why, too.
Sex is healthy for men. Abstinence may cause health problems, and shorten life.
And when we don't have sex often enough our bodies take control, and give us wet dreams and more morning wood. If you're gonna get hard and shoot in your sleep anyway, why not make it enjoyable when you're awake?
So what is your motivation with abstinence, your goal? Nature tends to know more about our bodies than we do. Sex was made pleasurable & healthy for a reason. And even gay men benefit from that reason, despite our being less inclined to want to procreate with women.
I think you need to go back and reexamine your objectives here. You may be proceeding from some faulty assumptions, that may work to your disadvantage on many levels, from health to emotional.